With a large and a small suitcases, I boarded on the plane flying from Beijing to Estambul to start a new life which I completely have no idea---what the future will be? As the song singing: I ask my mother what will be will be? Will there be rain bow day after day?...

It was 3oth September, 2000, after an agent in Beijing helped me get the visa, I farewelled my husband and my daughter, flied towards my dream---going abroad to experience a different life, a dream lying in  my deep heart ever since the summer 1987, after a business trip to Canada.