dinner with ex

had dinner with one of my ex tonite....i was surprised he remembered my birthday (i was shocked to see his 'wish me happy birthday' email the other day...) he looks...hmmm...taller, skinny, and have nice cut in his physical shape (he said he went to GYM a lot these days ~ sign...maybe he can be my motivation to get me back to GYM again....so i can be a healthy child like him....heheheh)

he still have his ambition in terms of career....trying to decide whether to land on a new job or not....risky career but better pay....i was advised him....if he wants to make the change....make it happen now....while we are still young...(i heard is tough to look for job/change job when you hit certain age bracket)  

i think....for him....money is the essential priority....he is willing to take great risk and yet kind of conservative....i used to think we are kind of similar in a way (in terms of the way we are looking at the things, stuff we want, interest, and hobby...except for the gambling, and money....money is never an essential priority for me)  

before i really know him...i thought he just like another me....i almost think he is my mr. right.....but then...after i know the true him.....i have realize the differences and the compatiblity between he and i..... we are living in two different worlds.........  some of the things he did drive me nuts.....  and i don't like smoker....  shortest relationship i ever had....and hurt the most..... i am just glad is over a long time ago...and we can still be friends....

will we ever get back together?!  no one knows.....



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