mom,timeisflyingtothedayoftesting.thisisthelastsemesterbutIdidn'tfeelanyrelaxedandevenmorepanic.ImsoscaredthatIcannotgiveyoueverythingasIpromisedyou,IamsofrightenedthatIwillletyoudownandcannotmakeyoubeproudofme.Uncle,ithinkihaveletyougo,butthetruthtellmethatyouarestillheresomewhereinsideofmedeeply.itcannotdenythaticantakeoffmyproud,myprideandeverythingofmywhenIamstandinginfrontofyou,onlyyouaretheo...[
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Justcamebackfromdinnerwithfriends,R,R'sboyfriend,MandB.WewenttoaKoreanBBQandafterward,wewenttostripdancingclub,kindoffun.ButdontunderstandwhyIwasnothappyasmuchasIthoughtbeforethis.WhydoIsuddenlyrealizeormaybefeelsheissomeanthistime?Orwhatkindofagendabehindthe"story"shetoldme?AmItoosensitive?Orwhatdoesshewantmetodoorreact?Ireallyhavenoidea.UncleM,thatthingcamebacktomeagainatthedancingclub,Icannothe...[
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thenewsemesterhasstarted,Iamstillreluctanttodecidewhichsubjectstotakeforelectivesastheresultshavenotpostedyet.God,pleasehelpmetogetthroughthepanicsituation.
havingmyownbloghereisprettycoolthatIcanwirtewhateverIwanttoexpresswithoutanylimitations,whichiscalledkindoffreedomandmuchbetterthanMSNspace.Suchawonderfulquietandpeacefulplacehere~!
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suddenlyrealizedtheworldissosmallbutitisstilloutofmyreach
Iwaslikeafooltoshowoffinfrontofthekindofeexpert
whatImdoing,amIfulfilledenough?!
youaresodeadandsuchaidiot
whatareyouthinkingnow?
hookedinsuchfoolishpursuitoflove?
It'snoneofyourbusinesswhatabouttheothers~
whoareyou,now?youthinkyouaretheperfectbabeintheworld?
Bullshit~!!!stoppinghereandnoprogress,shameonyou~!...[
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