gotcontactwithpapayesterday,hesoundsreallyhappyandhavealotofthingstotellme~~
lifecanbewonderfulbutitdependsonurideasandattitude.Itrymybesttohaveahappylifetomyselfandtoothers.Frequentelygotcallfromotherswhoisgrumpyandswearaboutsththatmakethemunhappyandgrumpy.
Iwanttobehappy,everlasting.andilovebooks,thosedecent,gratefulandgraceful,romanceandclassicones.
Ihavemylife,andonthewaytoforwarda...[阅读全文]
personal function paradise
四不象的私人空间
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(2006-12-11 01:40:23)
(2006-12-09 08:16:48)
therearelotsofthingsthatIshouldbepatientandhavealesson,andtechnically,therearealotofthingsthatIdontunderstand,whichincludemyself.
Ithoughteverythingisoverwithhimbutdontknowwhystillhaveideawithhim,esp.whengoingtonightclubing,pubandkaraokewithfriendsinnighttime.AmIoverinthispersonwhomIdidnt,dontandwillnotmeantofallintowithbutjustonlyatmyside.WhencanIgetoverwiththis?Heknowsme,understandwhatIliket...[阅读全文]
Ithoughteverythingisoverwithhimbutdontknowwhystillhaveideawithhim,esp.whengoingtonightclubing,pubandkaraokewithfriendsinnighttime.AmIoverinthispersonwhomIdidnt,dontandwillnotmeantofallintowithbutjustonlyatmyside.WhencanIgetoverwiththis?Heknowsme,understandwhatIliket...[阅读全文]
(2006-12-06 06:29:20)
dontknowwhatgoesaroundhere,everythingseemsscrewedup,includingmyself.
Laptopseemshavinga"bigcomplain"tomeasIdidnttreatitwell.TodayItriedtocleanedupthekeyboard,butIlostaplasticpartthatisusedunderneaththekeys.GoodluckseemsturnedoffbutthingsarehereinaoppsitewaynotasIwishedtoGod(well,ImnotaChristainbutlikealltheHollywoodmovies,Idliketosay"oh,pleaseforGodsakes).
Everythingissoredi...[阅读全文]
Laptopseemshavinga"bigcomplain"tomeasIdidnttreatitwell.TodayItriedtocleanedupthekeyboard,butIlostaplasticpartthatisusedunderneaththekeys.GoodluckseemsturnedoffbutthingsarehereinaoppsitewaynotasIwishedtoGod(well,ImnotaChristainbutlikealltheHollywoodmovies,Idliketosay"oh,pleaseforGodsakes).
Everythingissoredi...[阅读全文]
(2006-11-03 21:08:02)
怎么办呢？眼看下个星期就要考试了，却还是有点儿静不下心来复习。眼看着听过这个坎儿就好了，可是却还是有点儿力不从心。
Managementcourses像大山一样的压过来，太多的东西要看要背，Auditing也是半桶水这样，这怕一个不小心就。。。。。还是给自己打打气，一切都会好起来的，只要努力的背，那就背吧。[阅读全文]
Managementcourses像大山一样的压过来，太多的东西要看要背，Auditing也是半桶水这样，这怕一个不小心就。。。。。还是给自己打打气，一切都会好起来的，只要努力的背，那就背吧。[阅读全文]
(2006-10-19 04:58:52)
recently,Imademistakesagainandagain.whatamIdoingnow?whatbeliefsareandwhatIcanbeliefthatarenotporblems.TheonlyonethingIcandoisjustbesmarter,forgetthosewordsandfindoutthetruthbehindthewords.IdidntknowthetruthissoeasytorealizebuthowcomeIdidnotbeawareofthem?
Therealityisreality,thefantasyworldisinthedreams,IdohavedreamsthatIwishthemcanbecometrueandIhopeIamontherightwaytoshapethemtobecometrue.
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Therealityisreality,thefantasyworldisinthedreams,IdohavedreamsthatIwishthemcanbecometrueandIhopeIamontherightwaytoshapethemtobecometrue.
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(2006-10-13 23:23:21)
youaskmetobehappyandtoupmymind,butdoyouknowhowmuchIloveyou
youaskmetobehappyandtopromotemyself,butdoyouknowhowmuchIwantuheretopromotemyselftogether
youaskmetobehappyandtobeconfident,butdoyouknowhowicanbehappylivingwithoutyou
yousaidImademyselftootightandtorestrict,butdoyouknowidowanttorelaxwithyouonly
yousaidIdonthavetoworryaboutyou,butdoyouknowidodeeplyworryaboutyouinsideofme
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youaskmetobehappyandtopromotemyself,butdoyouknowhowmuchIwantuheretopromotemyselftogether
youaskmetobehappyandtobeconfident,butdoyouknowhowicanbehappylivingwithoutyou
yousaidImademyselftootightandtorestrict,butdoyouknowidowanttorelaxwithyouonly
yousaidIdonthavetoworryaboutyou,butdoyouknowidodeeplyworryaboutyouinsideofme
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(2006-10-09 05:29:40)
要考试了，心里真的是没底，可是生活还是一样的在进行。地球也在转动，没有因为我停下来就停下来。中秋夜在这么讨厌的夜过完了。然而那种恶心的眼神，那种闷骚的脸，看得我真是想吐。让我不知不觉地就想对这个恶心的人发脾气，尽管对我还算是客气，对我还算是好，可是听到别人说我和他凑合一下之类的话，心底无穷的恶心厌恶的感觉止都止不住，胃液和胃里的东[阅读全文]
(2006-10-03 06:59:59)
once,afriendofmyhadasentencetomeis:it'seasiertounderstandandknowothersratherthanyourself.somehow,heisrightbutIdontthinkso.
whattheinfluencetacticscanIuse?howtoinfluence?howtopromotemyself?clues...........
afteryou,Idontknowhowtotrustothersandlostmyself,kindof.IstillwanttobemebutwhoIam?what'stherightdirectioncanyoupleaseshowmearound?
amonthlater,Iwillhavemyfinaltests,panic,anxious,notco...[阅读全文]
whattheinfluencetacticscanIuse?howtoinfluence?howtopromotemyself?clues...........
afteryou,Idontknowhowtotrustothersandlostmyself,kindof.IstillwanttobemebutwhoIam?what'stherightdirectioncanyoupleaseshowmearound?
amonthlater,Iwillhavemyfinaltests,panic,anxious,notco...[阅读全文]
(2006-10-01 12:59:44)
HappyNationalDay~~ohyeah~~~`ButIhavetostartmyunilifeagainforthesecondhalftocompletallthepapers,:(.Alltheassignmentsseemhavedoneandgoingwell,buttherearesomeredtapeneedtocommence~~
aregularday,Iain'tfeelrightANDMADEMYDECISION.Ithoughtsomepeoplereallyneedchangethemselvesinsomepartsofthembecausethatdisgustingbehaviorsmakeanybodysickanduncomfortable.Theuntruegossipsaretrulyindecentandurgly.Thesedef...[阅读全文]
aregularday,Iain'tfeelrightANDMADEMYDECISION.Ithoughtsomepeoplereallyneedchangethemselvesinsomepartsofthembecausethatdisgustingbehaviorsmakeanybodysickanduncomfortable.Theuntruegossipsaretrulyindecentandurgly.Thesedef...[阅读全文]
(2006-09-30 00:01:57)
asIwasinmyhometown,IdreamtabouttheamazinglifetimeoverseasliketheotherswholivesinChina.Well,Iamtotallywrong.theunilifeisstillthesamebutjustthelittledifferencesarethelifestyleinthenewplacewhereIhavetoaccomplishmycoursesandcontinuouslycompletemyassignmentsforeachsubjectstilIgetthatdamnpieceofpaper.yeahthatpieceofpaper,notformebutforthedamnsociety'ssakes.alittledrinks(ofcoursenon-alcoholecontained),af...[阅读全文]
