which way, my way?

i finally waked. i am not a easysatisfied man--but i am easy to be lost. When i lost the way, everything blurred in front of my eyes, and my mind became blind. which way, my way? To be happy, to be self-satisfied, to be healthy, to be honored. The way to the goal is not easy going--but i can't be lost just because of the difficulties any more. No matter which road it leads, i must be acting as a man. Laoshen even tried harder than me. My laziness can't be allowed any more. Get rid of loneliness, adapt the enviornment, stay away from bad habits. from now on. No matter what, be positive! i do swear~