最愛(十五)

女人在经历过一段长时间的感情空窗期后,通常都会变得比较脆弱心软;不自觉的会产生渴望找寻新的慰藉和情感寄托的心态.

当身边一旦出现了各方面条件都相当优越的男性而偏偏这个男性又对自己穷追不舍一往情深时,纵使心里知道两人的性格,兴趣,人生观,价值观等都南辕北辙,若是勉强在一起日后也不易白头到老,还是会忍不住想要跳下去试试看.

一方面不断催眠自己不要相信自己的直觉可能不见得准确;另一方面又会相信自己有化腐朽为神奇的能力,让男人为了自己而改头换面再世为人!

毕竟各方面条件都是A+的男人巳算是稀有动物,但凡是女人就很难能抵挡住这么强大的诱惑力,多半还是会选择飞蛾扑火的方式为爱情殉葬,就好似子沂的处境一般.

子沂心里明白以Brian的条件,多少美丽聪慧感性优秀的女子都会争先恐后的送上门来试探他,勾引他而Brian也不可能心如止水,坐怀不乱.就算拒绝的了九次,第十次也难保不中招.

为了怕自己再次陷入感情的背叛和欺瞒之中痛不欲生,这回子沂小心翼翼地不敢轻易再放下感情了,总是不断地提醒自己要如行车准则:保持距离,以测安全!千万不能一鼓儿脑又义无反顾地栽了进去,结果落得个死无葬生之地的下场.

或许就是这种若即若离暧昧不明的态度,更是激发起了Brian的斗志和强烈的征服欲望,他把子沂看成是自己生命中不可或缺的一项战利品,非拿下不可!

过去使Sting,the Police(警察合唱团)一炮而红的经典名曲"Every Breath You Take"最贴切的形容了Brian当下对子沂的态度吧.

但Brian万万也料想不到原本只是一时兴起的猎人与被猎的爱情游戏竟成了他此生最大的魔咒,把他狠狠的紧锢住不得超生!

而这首歌的歌词也恰如其份的反应出未来在两人交往濒临绝境时最真实的处境!

Every breath you take
And every move you make
Every bond you break, every step you take
I'll be watching you

Every single day
And every word you say
Every game you play, every night you stay
I'll be watching you

Oh, can't you see
You belong to me?
How my poor heart aches
With every step you take
Every move you make
Every vow you break
Every smile you fake, every claim you stake
I'll be watching you

Since you've gone I've been lost without a trace
I dream at night, I can only see your face
I look around, but it's you I can't replace
I feel so cold, and I long for your embrace
I keep crying baby, baby please,

Oh, can't you see
You belong to me?
How my poor heart aches
With every step you take
Every move you make
Every vow you break
Every smile you fake, every claim you stake
I'll be watching you
Every move you make, every step you take
I'll be watching you
I'll be watching you

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Every Bomb You Make
(Written by Quentin Reynolds and James Glen)

Every bomb you make
Every job you take
Every heart you break
Every Irish wake
I'll be watching you

Every wall you build
Every one you've killed
Every grave you've filled
All the blood you've spilled
I'll be watching you

Oh, can't you see
You belong to me?
There'll be a bill to pay
On your judgement day

For every empty plate
Every word of hate
When you subjugate
When you violate
I'll be watching you

Brian费尽心思要讨得子芹的欢心连平时嗤之以鼻嫌浪费时间的演唱会也耐着性子打足十二万分的精神陪子沂去.

两人在张惠妹演唱会VIP摇滚区里手牵着手头靠着头旁若无人窃窃私语时,冷不防被人拍了下肩膀.Brian扭过头一看本来正想发怒,等看清是何人所为时本来紧握着子沂的手不自觉的马上松开,嘴里不自然地嚅嚅道:好巧啊,妳也来看阿妹演唱会呀...

只见这位全身Chanel(香奈儿)套装神情倨傲的年轻女子狠狠的瞪了两人一眼,目光中流露出伤心欲绝不敢置信气愤填膺的神色,一语不发掉头就走.

子沂心知肚明:这不知道又是那桩风流债了?一声不吭等着看Brian要如何自圆其说.

等那位妙龄女子巳走的不见人影Brian才神态自若表示:之前有长辈特地安排两人相亲想促成好事.出去吃过几回饭实在不来电.等认识妳后自然就断了联系.

一些个说辞听起来都合情合理言之确凿,但子沂午夜梦回只要一想起那凄厉不甘的眼神,心里就被堵的发慌,再也睡不着觉了.

Brian话一说完手又搂上了子沂的肩,神态亲昵的贴在子沂耳旁,"我心里只容得下妳一个,妳还不清楚吗?"

遇上这种骗死人不偿命的主,子沂无可奈何只得暂且让这页先行翻过,等待时间去验证一切.

演唱会结束后两人匆匆赶到Brian友人欢聚的piano bar时,大部份在座的男土已微醺,有些喝高的甚至已开始和在陪的女伴们打情骂俏眉来眼去起来.

Paul见正主儿来了急忙起身让座.

Brian立刻兴高采烈地加入战局和周遭友人玩起骰子比大小,一时间只听见吆喝声和敬酒声交错好不热闹.

子沂趁此良机有意无意蹭到Paul身旁闲闲聊起演唱会上的不速之客,

Paul语带玄机的暗示:身为Brian的鈇杆,这是头一回见到Brian为了一株花而放弃了整个花园;而且这个花园占地之广品种之多绝对不亚于一座西郊宾馆哪!看看Brian为了子沂的牺牲有多大!

最后不忘奉劝子沂:见好就收网吧,免得过了这个村就没那个店啦.

子沂笑脸盈盈地眨眨眼:可是我一向信奉姜太公的主张耶.

话虽说的如此斩钉截鈇理直气壮,但子沂心中不禁开始天人交战:是否要趁自己尚未深陷情网时打退堂鼓,至少还可搏的个全身而退?!