Horrible!Itisabsolutelyincorrigibleofmefornotwritingawordforsomanydays.MyhandsarealreadygettingrustyasIamtyping,nottomentionmymind.Ican’tthink.Awholeday,no,almostawholeweekwaswasted,andIamnotdoinganything.InthemidstofpacingupforFriday’smovingout,IjustrealizedthatIamonceagaindriftingbothphysicallyandmentallyawayfrommypreviousstance.Nodoubt,IbelongtotheraceadriftwithoutknowingwhereIamheadedfor.Int...[
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July4th,theIndependenceDayintheU.S.Itisextremelyhotoutside.Thoughthesunshineisnotsoblazingasyesterday,tuftsofcloudsidlingintheair,thetemperatureisreaching100degrees.Definitelynowind.Peekingoutofthewindow,Icanseepinetreesstandingbythestreetassolidlyasrigidoldwomen.Onlythehairymossthatintertwinestwigsfloatsoccasionallyinsomeweakbreeze,weakasoldladies’moaning,onlytofindnolisteners.Theextremeheatdoes...[
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Itturnedoutthatmyfirstgoldcoinisgonnaleaveme.Jared,myboyfriend,andIarethinkingaboutgivingittohisdadasagiftwhenhegoesbacktoTaiwan.Tryingnottorackmymindforapresenttothem,wedecidedthathewilltakeithome.Instantly,Iambrokeagain.However,alltheeffortswillbepaidoffoneday,notlongintheimmediatefuture.Itellmyself.JaredandIwillmeetagain,hefromTaiwan,mefromAmerica,withmyfamily,weallinChengdu,China.
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Huula!Gotmyfirstgoldcointoday.Havestudieditsinvestmentforacoupleweeksandcouldresisttheyellowlusternomore.WonderwhyIneverthoughtaboutputtingmoneysomewhereelseratherthanbuyingclothesandfindingonepiecealwaysmissinginmycloset.Buyingcoinsisfarmorefun,tempting,rewarding,┅oranythingIcanthinkofatthismoment.Iamseducedbythisevilyetsexybeauty.Yeah,Ihavemyfirstgoldcoin,andIthinkIamrich!Ha,liar.Thefeelingisin...[
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Firsttimereallydigintoblog.Twodaysago,IwasfondlingwiththekeyboardoutofbordomandcametosomearticlesaboutsomeplainJaneinChina,whowasboldenoughtoputallherphotosinsomeplacecalledBlog.Bytheway,shecallsherself"frjj,"theCottonroseLadyandisquiteanarcissist,inlovewithherownplumpbody.AtthesametimeIwasabouttochokemyselftodeathinfrontofherpictures,Ithought,theworldisevolving(ordegrading)fastandIambehind.Well,I...[
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