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snowy afternoon
(2006-12-29 18:27:25)
Wehadalongtalkinanewbookstoreyesterdayafternoon.Therewereonlyacoupleofpeopleinthatbookstore.Weweresittinginthecornerofthestoreandheboughtmethesteameranddessert.HealsoboughtaCDforme.HeisstillashandsomeasIfirstfellinlovewithhim.Heshowedmesomegrayhairontheleftlastweekwhenhewenttomyoffice.Hesaidheearnedthose.Itwassnowingwhenwetalkedinhiscar.
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ups and downs
(2006-12-09 16:32:59)
Ithasbeen20monthssinceIfirstfellinlovewithhim.WehaveexperiencedmanyupsanddownsandIstillcannotfullyunderstandhim.LastmonthwhenIwasoutoftown,hecalledmemanytimesforalongtimewhileIwaslyingonthebeachorinthehotelroom.Hetalkedaboutourfuture.WhenIwasbacktotown,hispassionstartedtofadebitbybittheseconddayIwasback.Ithasbeen3weekssincehislastpassion.Iamalittlebittiredofthiskindofrollercoastercycle.[阅读全文]
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still madly in love
(2006-10-06 21:19:13)
HewasoutoftownlastWednesdaytoFridayandIcalledhimonThursdaynight.Hesoundedtiredandsleepyandnotexcited.Wetalkedabout50minutesandhewantedtosleep.IstillfeltmyheartbeatfastwhenIheardhisvoiceontheotherendoftheline.HetoldmeIamcrazy.AndIagree.IamcrazyinlovewithhimandheistheoneIlovethemost.Iwonderifheeverknowsthatorifhebelievesthat.Icannotbewithhim,maybenever.Isn'tthatmoreimportanttolovesomebodythanbeingwi...[阅读全文]
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falling in love again
(2006-09-04 19:03:05)
Itwasabeautifulsummer.Muchbetterthanlastyear.TowardtheendofthesummerwhenIwasona7-dayvacation,heemailedmewhileIwasawaytellingmehowmuchhelovesmeandmissesme.Iwastouchedbyhimagain,butthistimeIwascautiousnottobetoomadlyinlovelikelastsummerforfearofbeinghurt.Bytheendofthesummer,hispassioncooleddownagainafterIcamebackfromthevacation.Inhisemailhestoppedsayinghelovesmeandmissedmeagain.Whenwemakelovehestopp...[阅读全文]
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6 months later
(2006-07-09 18:46:50)
Ithasbeen6monthssinceIwrotemylastblog.Manythingshavebeenchanged.Hestartedto,Godrememberswhen,maybelastMarchorApril,sayhelovesmeagain.Ihavenothingtocomplain.Whatheiswillingtogive,Ijusttakeit.Andwhatheiswillingtoaccept,Iwouldbeveryhappytogive.Iamnotgoingtotrytosavethisrelationshipnexttimeheisgoingtowithdraw.AnythinghappensforareasonsoIwillletitgowheneveritisreadytogo.Heisstillsweetandlifeissobeautif...[阅读全文]
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one-hour meeting
(2006-01-28 12:17:34)
Yesterday1/27,wehadaveryshortmeetinginmyoffice.Iwaitedforhimat6pmintheparkinglotandherehecame.Heworearedsweatshirtandgraysweatpants.Themomentheenteredmyoffice,heimmediatelyclosedthedoorandturnedoffthelight.Iwasplayingasongforhim,asongIusedtoplayalotwhenIfirststartedtoknowhimintimiately.Hehuggedmetightlyforawhilethentoldmehehadtoleaveinanhour.Iamusedtothisandunderstandhissituation.Hestartedtokissme...[阅读全文]
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reunion
(2006-01-26 20:23:40)
ThismorningIcalledhimandleftamessageandtoldhimIwantedtoseehimtoday.Ihadtwothreemeetingsandthelastoneendedat4:30PM.IcouldnotwaituntilthestudentleftsothatIcouldwaitforhiscall.Hecalledaround4:45pmandintenminuteshecame.Iwaitedforhimattheparkinglotwhereheusedtopickmeupat4:55pmandsoonhiscararrivedandIwassohappytoseehim.Ienteredhiscarimmediatelyandhestartedtotellmewhathappenedinthelasttwodaysabouthismeet...[阅读全文]
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Waiting for his phone call
(2006-01-23 21:06:08)
ThismorningIcalledhimandleftamessageonhiscellphone.Thisafternoonhecalledbacktellingmehewasleavingfortheairporttodosomebusinessinanotherstate.Wehadagoodtimecatchingupsincewemetalmost2weeksago.Hetoldmehedoesnotworryalotbecauseheisinfluencedbyme.Iamgladtohearthat.Ialsotoldhimaboutmylifethesedaysandhegavemesomesuggestionsaboutasummercourse.Iwanttotakehisadvice.sometimesIfoundithardtounderstsandhim,whi...[阅读全文]
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Remember in order to forget
(2006-01-19 20:09:09)
Ithasbeen9dayssinceIlasttalkedwithB.Afterhiswithdrawalfor6months,mypassionstartedtofadegradually.EachtimewhenImadelovewithhim,Ihavethefeelingthatitmightbethelastone.Maybe9daysagoitwasreallyourlasttimeofbeingtogether.For6monthshedidnotwriteasinglewordthathelovesme,eventhoughinthepastmonth,hestartedtotellmehelovesme.InolongerhaveanytearswhenIlookathim.Heismorelikeastrangertomenow.Icannotimagineweuse...[阅读全文]
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New Blog
(2006-01-19 19:23:42)
Whatanexcitingthing!TodayIhavemyownblog.WhatamIgoingtowriteabout?MaybeIcanstarttowriteaboutwhathappenedyesterday.WhenIwasteaching,Isawastudentwhocametomypartylastsummer.IjustmetBabouttwoweeksatthattime,andhecametomyhousetomeetthepeoplewhocametomyparty.WhenIsawthatstudentlastnight,IsuddenlyrememberedthesweettimewehadlastsummerwithB.Wehadsomuchthatwewantedtolearnfromeachotherandweweresoexcitedaboutt...[阅读全文]
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