To disappearing English from my life and my brain 几年前写的

To disappearing English from my life and my brain 

We were good partners 
    Went here and there,
      You were always aside me so close 
    When in need, you presented me actively and clearly.
     We wandered, walked, and talked
    Only when I slept, you left me for just a while, and come back soon as I awaked.
    But you are now not aside me 
       even I wish you stay around 
You are ready disappearing from me 
    and completely vanish from my world some day 
   It is real though so sad.
  I know all are because I neglected you,
I wish I can go back to a library 
  seat me in a deep chair 
Again hold you,talk to you, recall owned romance with you.
I wish the day will come soon.
But I am afraid if you will stay with me so close!