【清明念怀】Big Big World + 鸿雁

爸爸五年前心脏病突发离开我们，没见到最后一面，连告别也没有。我难过了很久，唱了很多悲痛的歌。很多歌唱的时候都不熟。那天听到链子贴Big Big World 这首歌，不忍多听，想到我以前也唱过，2017年的二月。

本来我这人习惯选择的健忘，尽量记住愉快的事情，回望时，记忆是片断的，现在想起爸爸已经不难过了只有温暖的怀念，放在心里也不觉得遥远。可决定重唱这首歌，终于第一次完整地听一遍的时候，还是从头到尾，泪流满面，止也止不住。所以到最后能平复下来完整用心把这首歌重唱，对我的意义很大！很珍惜！

 

 

I'm a big big girl
In a big big world
It's not a big big thing if you leave me
But I do do feel
That I do do will
Miss you much
Miss you much

I can see the first leaf falling
It's all yellow and nice
It's so very cold outside
Like the way I'm feeling inside

I'm a big big girl
In a big big world
It's not a big big thing if you leave me
But I do do feel
That I do do will
Miss you much
Miss you much

Outside it's now raining
And tears are falling from my eyes
Why did it have to happen?
Why did it all have to end?

I'm a big big girl
In a big big world
It's not a big big thing if you leave me
But I do do feel
That I do do will
Miss you much
Miss you much

I have your arms around me
Warm like fire
But when I open my eyes
You're gone

I'm a big big girl
In a big big world
It's not a big big thing if you leave me
But I do do feel
That I do do will
Miss you much
Miss you much

I'm a big big girl
In a big big world
It's not a big big thing if you leave me
But I do feel
I will
Miss you much
Miss you much

听到若初唱的鸿雁，想到我2016年想念爸爸的那个中秋也唱过鸿雁，就是不知怎么音效成那样的

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

生活要继续过，路要继续走，偶尔还要跑一跑，因为我知道，爸爸能看到他最爱的小女儿一直在不懈地努力。

因为疫情，所以可以不参加现场，报名没有速度要求，对于我这种蜗牛爬的选手，能坚持下来，拿到奖牌就行。2017年已经拿过芝马的奖牌了，如果加上这块，离我梦想的大奖牌就又近了一步，以前觉得这辈子都不可能，现在又有了希望和目标。