My mood today

Today my mood was not really good, because my best friend would never come to school again, maybe next year, he still won't come back, so I wa really miserable. I don't know how can I face life in the future. I know this is life, but I can't stand that I will devied with my friend. I am afraid of separate. There was aone thing made me really angry, when my best friend was gone, why he didn't tell me, I don't know what happen to him. When he was gone,he didn't say anything, anything to me, I was so upset. I really really miss him. I was eally regret that I didn't spent lot time with him. I hate myself I didn't do it. When he told me that he liked me, I didn't go out with him, the reason was I live with my father, i couldn't go our with anybody. In fact, I really like him, too!