cancel today... sorry

i prepared myself this morning: showered, shaved, dressed, put on makeups... we supposed to have lunch together. it would be the 8th time since i first saw him. he is a cute guy, married. i know i like him a lot. i met him last christmas. we saw each other every one or two months. both of us are busy. we are happy the way we are. he sent an email and said that he had to cancel today. he said he could be a bad boy, but then there are so many people rely on him... i understand.