Awkward

It is so awkward between us now ever since the email situation happened dueinfg the trip.  I keep reminding myself that it does not worth the effort try to win his friendship; i am doubting myself of offering my friendship to him if he is sohasitate to accept it. He been wining, being in and out, hot and cold.  Might the best is to leave him along, let him decide.  I told him i am his friend as lonf as he wants me to be.  He has to make up his mind.