寫日記能幫到我嗎？

寫日記能幫到我嗎？心情很差。聽著音。我對未來很沒信心，你會明白我的苦嗎，我真的很苦。事業不成功，失敗，呆在這個國家幹什麼，where is my future? where is my future!!?? 我都不知道我在幹什麼！很不高興！信仰也走投無路，沒什麼路了，我在幹什麼，我在幹什麼，what am i doing.它們only know chuan fu yin, 我在哪裡？我在哪裡？I feel really really bad God, God, let me know you are aware of all these. I feel really pain, let me know, otherwise what else can I do, what else can i do, what, what is the other side.