伤心可以停止吗？

i thought i am strong but i am not. i cried the whole way to home. I thought it is easy to forget but it is not. the wound just hide there. 在你最不经意的时候，它就会痛。tonight, I was watching the 珠光宝气, i was hoping that i will get better but i am jealous that xiao mei will get what she wants and terrence fight for er mei. why no one fight for me. why i didn't worth the fight. it makes very sad.
i know i should not thing about it any more but i cannot control it. 心真的很痛