Life is a play that does not allow testing

Life is a play that does not allow testing. So, sing, cry, dance, laugh and live intensely, before the curtain closes and the piece ends with no applause.
Charles Chaplin - Pensador -

*Imagination boosted my moral
After my 2.9--Feb.9th incident, which gave my a hard blow, as well as an opportunity later as the Chinese phrase weiji implies. I took a picture and a note of brief story of a hero in my pocket, it was a bit similar to a Christian with a Bible and a cross, it become my life buoy in a stormy sea.

*Pass through time again
Once my crisis was over I slackened my efforts to remold my world out look. An army puffed up with pride is bound to lose, so did I.
Now I come up a old idea, to play different roles: my relatives, my father, and my life 20 years before and after. Let see what will change.

*MF is an avid activity organizer, her enthusiasm prompted me to have this idea. Recent research gave me a new light on letters R,M,Z, which are my initial of my ID. In the past we were oxen and horses, today will be men, only by liberated thinking and passionate practice, I can make another significant leap.