just something

She is a Cancer, a sensitive and unsecure creature looking for a safe habour; He is a Scorpio, a rational and realistic man basing his dreams on the reality. The story between them are doomed to a tragedy for her, she knew it from the very begining when they bumped into each other by chance.

His consideration, passion and careness touched the gentlest part of her heart, so she gave away all her guardness and devoted herself to the dream.

When the cruel moment finally reaches, she looked into her heart and only saw it falling onto grounds and breaking into pieces in a beautiful antumn. Her mind went blank, she looked through the window seeing the leaves which turn into yellow and red. A voice tells her not to say anything and just walk away, however, she heard her voices of powerlessly asking why questions. She knew that she was silly by doing so when everything means nothing right at this moment. She just can't walk away without knowing why in spite that she is fully aware that she would never dig out the real reasons behind such plain explanations.

All words they shared seemed to become more clear and clean, she hates her memories. If only she could not remember all details, the life would be much easier. From the very beginning, she gave up protection from being hurt and gave herself completely away. It is the moment to accept what happens, she told herself in the mind.

In the darkness, with the most familar music coming up, she could not help sobbing for all the dreams which would never come ture.

It is said that Cancer and Scorpio would meet once in their lives no matter how far they are and how different their lives are. But no one tells her the ending, so it is life.

She could only hide under her shell crying her heart out quietly under the soft moonlight. Only in the water could no one see her tears, only in the dark night could no one hear her crying, only in  raining days the wind could take away her sigh.