8/1/2007

I learned a word "brace up" - not become sad or dispirited, eg after a defeat or disappointment; take heart

I am sitting in my study room thinking what I should do next. I updated my resume on Monster and workoplis this morning. I am hoping I could get something I like soon. But on the other hand I realized that I have to be patient and wait for the right one. In the rmean time, I can refresh my knowledge and enjoy the relax time. I have to tell myself so in order to brace myself up.

There are always ups and downs in everybody's life. I wish I could learn something from this experience. I am betweeen jobs; I am losing a "friend", or I should say it should be like this; I just don't know when it is a more suitable time.

After so many years' endeavour, I feel  a little pity for myself sitting in my study room in a bright Wednesday morning. I have the pressure to earn money fo my lovely family - my husband and my son. I have to do my best for them, also for my parents, who are thousands of miles away looking at me.

Anyway, I don't feel it is that hard to write something as I imagined. I like this way to express myself. At the same time I hope my English writing skill will get improved.