今天，我格外需要好运气。

The new additional employee's first day at work is my first day of a big plan: trying  to work less and trying to become a mom again. Everything depends on God's will at this point. What I can do is to pray, on my knees (I have never got on my knees for any humankind yet in my entire life). 

Finally the husband agreed to give the baby idea a try after dozens of heated arguments and cold silent treatment. He understands now that I can't be young forever and my clock is ticking loudly. He even sensed that a divorce might happen since his wife is such a nut case when pursuing a goal. To have a baby is my goal this year. I have always been a go-getter, sorry to use this term to describe myself.

I need  to get going now.  10 plus hours of work are waiting for me. So long.