Beckoning
Dead Leaves claimed my rebirth,
through which I was saved, but in vain.
Melody of nihilism, dragging me along
its pitfalls, a cry without a nametag, a sorrow
beyond all reveries. I saw black birds flitting
around turbid river where spontaneous combustion
of dark clouds were prophesied: “Thus, read my lips.”
How imperishable is this violence?
How impalpable, and undue: We could only
have loved like snowflakes, by the setting
of the sun, till yet another thousand winter.
Nothing rises us above what we are.
Full of melancholy and ocean, our
rueful journey into an alien shore,
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