Ijustgotoffthephonewithyou...thatmademyday!IfeelsomuchbetterthatIwasabletohearyourvoice,evenfor5minutes.Icaughtmyselfsmilingforthefirsttimeallday!
SometimesIwonderifyoufeelIamtooaffectionatewithyou.ItiseasyformetotellyouIloveyou.IfIcould,Iwouldputinbigwordsinanewspaperorsomething...Iwouldyellittoallwhocouldlisten.IdreamofadaywhenyouandIcanbetogetherandnothavetoanswerorfearanyoneelsesopinionorj...[阅读全文]
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(2006-02-23 12:35:35)
(2006-02-14 16:29:18)
Jen,
Noe-mailfromyouisever"unwelcome",regardlessofwhatevercontentithas.
YouandIareinaninterestingandconfusingsituation,butIdon't
intendoneverleavingyou,orforgettingwhatyouandIhaveshared.
Lookingfromtheoutsidein,thecomplicationsyouandIhavefaced,
andcontinuetodealwith,areattheleastconfusingandhardto
understand.Wedon'tknowhowwecanmakewhatyouandIhavework.
ThehardestthingIha...[阅读全文]
Noe-mailfromyouisever"unwelcome",regardlessofwhatevercontentithas.
YouandIareinaninterestingandconfusingsituation,butIdon't
intendoneverleavingyou,orforgettingwhatyouandIhaveshared.
Lookingfromtheoutsidein,thecomplicationsyouandIhavefaced,
andcontinuetodealwith,areattheleastconfusingandhardto
understand.Wedon'tknowhowwecanmakewhatyouandIhavework.
ThehardestthingIha...[阅读全文]
(2006-02-14 16:28:31)
Iamnottoosleepyrightnow,butItookavicodinandtheytendto
keepmeawake.
Ihopethingsarewellwithyoutonight...Iamlayinginbedwithmy
laptop,relaxingandsurfingthewebforinformationonsomeproblems
thatKenishavingwithhisPC.
Anyway,itseemsthateveryfewmoments,mymindstartsinstinctively
wanderingtothoughtsofyou,soIfiguredIwouldwriteyousome
more.Ihavenotwrittenenoughlately...nothinginmyjou...[阅读全文]
keepmeawake.
Ihopethingsarewellwithyoutonight...Iamlayinginbedwithmy
laptop,relaxingandsurfingthewebforinformationonsomeproblems
thatKenishavingwithhisPC.
Anyway,itseemsthateveryfewmoments,mymindstartsinstinctively
wanderingtothoughtsofyou,soIfiguredIwouldwriteyousome
more.Ihavenotwrittenenoughlately...nothinginmyjou...[阅读全文]
(2006-01-30 18:42:03)
Sorryifsomeofthepicscamedouble,GMailhassomebugssometimes.
Ihopeyourweekendwentwell...IhadawonderfultimeatYosemite
thisweekend,especiallytoday.Itwasaclearbluesky,sunnyandnot
toocold,unlessIwasnearawaterfall.Yesterdaywassnowing,and
thatiswhenIhurtmyknee,slidingdownasnowyhillonanrubber
tube!
Itwasstrangenotspeakingtoyouforalmosttwodays.Itfeltlong,
actually,andeverytimeIhad...[阅读全文]
Ihopeyourweekendwentwell...IhadawonderfultimeatYosemite
thisweekend,especiallytoday.Itwasaclearbluesky,sunnyandnot
toocold,unlessIwasnearawaterfall.Yesterdaywassnowing,and
thatiswhenIhurtmyknee,slidingdownasnowyhillonanrubber
tube!
Itwasstrangenotspeakingtoyouforalmosttwodays.Itfeltlong,
actually,andeverytimeIhad...[阅读全文]
(2006-01-20 22:18:33)
Hereisparttwoofthemostboringe-mailever.
SoIleftofftalkingaboutgettinghiredatUltratech…
Thatwasin1992.ImovedintoahousewithaChinesefriendand
co-worker,namedJimmy.Hewasthenephewofthehomeowner,andthus
madehimselfthepropertymanager,sotospeak.Thehousewasin
Fremont,andhadfourbedrooms.HehadahugeRottweillernamedBear,
whichweighedabout180lbs,andhewouldgetonmyfurniture.
Rottweill...[阅读全文]
SoIleftofftalkingaboutgettinghiredatUltratech…
Thatwasin1992.ImovedintoahousewithaChinesefriendand
co-worker,namedJimmy.Hewasthenephewofthehomeowner,andthus
madehimselfthepropertymanager,sotospeak.Thehousewasin
Fremont,andhadfourbedrooms.HehadahugeRottweillernamedBear,
whichweighedabout180lbs,andhewouldgetonmyfurniture.
Rottweill...[阅读全文]
(2006-01-11 21:26:19)
IamgladIcameintoseeyoutoday,evenifforsuchashorttime.
Youlookedverybeautiful,andIthinkthepinksweateryouwere
wearingtonightlookedverygoodonyou…nobuttons,itdrapedyour
bodysosubtly.Ilovewatchingyouwork,especiallywhenyouwould
reachintotheoventocheckthefood,(anotherreasonwhyIliked
thatsweatersomuch,everytimeyoureachedupforsomething,it
wouldshowjustenoughofyourhipsandskinundernea...[阅读全文]
Youlookedverybeautiful,andIthinkthepinksweateryouwere
wearingtonightlookedverygoodonyou…nobuttons,itdrapedyour
bodysosubtly.Ilovewatchingyouwork,especiallywhenyouwould
reachintotheoventocheckthefood,(anotherreasonwhyIliked
thatsweatersomuch,everytimeyoureachedupforsomething,it
wouldshowjustenoughofyourhipsandskinundernea...[阅读全文]
(2006-01-08 20:19:27)
Iwantedtowriteyouaboutmypast.Iwantyoutoknoweverything
aboutme,whereIcamefrom,thethingsIhaveexperienced,the
mistakesIhavemadeinmylife,mysmallsuccesses.Thisisbyno
meansacompleterecord,andtherewillbemanyblankslefttofill
in,manyexperiencesthatIhavehadthatIwillskip.Ifyouthought
yourlastletterwas"messy",thisonewillstrivetodefinethat
term.Anyway,heregoesnothing…preparetobebored.<...[阅读全文]
aboutme,whereIcamefrom,thethingsIhaveexperienced,the
mistakesIhavemadeinmylife,mysmallsuccesses.Thisisbyno
meansacompleterecord,andtherewillbemanyblankslefttofill
in,manyexperiencesthatIhavehadthatIwillskip.Ifyouthought
yourlastletterwas"messy",thisonewillstrivetodefinethat
term.Anyway,heregoesnothing…preparetobebored.<...[阅读全文]
(2006-01-05 19:53:40)
Iknowitwouldbeeasierinthelongrunnottobearoundyou,to
slowlytrytoforgetwhatkindofpersonyouaretome,totellmyself
thatwhatyouandIhavehadhasbeenauselessendeavor.Attimes,I
fallasleepthinkingthat,andItellmyselfIshouldnottryto
contactyou.IalwaysfeelterriblewhenIthinklikethat,andI
decidedthatseeingyouforaslittleasIdoisworthmoretomethan
notseeingyouatall.Truthfully,thehappiestIhavebee...[阅读全文]
slowlytrytoforgetwhatkindofpersonyouaretome,totellmyself
thatwhatyouandIhavehadhasbeenauselessendeavor.Attimes,I
fallasleepthinkingthat,andItellmyselfIshouldnottryto
contactyou.IalwaysfeelterriblewhenIthinklikethat,andI
decidedthatseeingyouforaslittleasIdoisworthmoretomethan
notseeingyouatall.Truthfully,thehappiestIhavebee...[阅读全文]
(2006-01-05 19:52:57)
Itisabeautifulpoem,Ihavereaditmanytimestoday.Ilovewhen
yousendmethingsthatmakemethink...
Iamgladyouacceptedthestone.Ifinanimatethingscouldabsorb
energyandmemories,therewouldbeyearsofthoughtinthatsmall
rock.Thedayyougavemethebeansitmademethinkimmediatelyof
thatrock,andIknewthenIwantedyoutohaveit.MyMomhasmy
grandfathersstone,anditisasmalltraditionthatnotmanypeople
knowabo...[阅读全文]
yousendmethingsthatmakemethink...
Iamgladyouacceptedthestone.Ifinanimatethingscouldabsorb
energyandmemories,therewouldbeyearsofthoughtinthatsmall
rock.Thedayyougavemethebeansitmademethinkimmediatelyof
thatrock,andIknewthenIwantedyoutohaveit.MyMomhasmy
grandfathersstone,anditisasmalltraditionthatnotmanypeople
knowabo...[阅读全文]
(2005-12-29 15:39:26)
Thecardreads"ILoveYouMoreThanYouKnow"withaChristmastree,giftbox,andfireplace.Hehighlightedthewordsontheleft:"Sometimesit'shardformetoshowyouhowmuchIreallycare,tosayhowmuchItreasureeachmomentthatweshare.Sometimesit'shardformetobelievethatanyonecouldbeascaringandaswonderfulasyoualwaysaretome..."Hedidn'thighlightthewordsontheright:"Sometimesit'shardtotellyouthatIfeelthewayIdo--fornoonecouldeverloveso...[阅读全文]
