Move Along

早上 8 点 40 多分钟时， CNN 在重播 5 年前双子中心如何浓烟滚滚然后如何轰然倒塌。世事多变迁，人和人之间、种族和种族之间、人和自然之间、人和未来之间，有着无数的恩怨情仇。生命，在这些永远说不纠缠不清楚的关系中，到底是怎样的轮回没人能够说得清楚，这不是我应该寻找和回答的命题，虽然这一刻让我无比忧伤和感慨。其实很不喜欢看新闻，新闻总是让我看到生活里很多赤裸裸的苦难和悲哀。

走出屋子，初秋的阳光很暖很暖地映在脸上时，忧伤的眼神也忍不住开始微笑。人间有太多苦难，我们是不能逃避的。当我们不能逃避生老病死、悲欢离合的时候，我们可以去适应，也可以去改变。

人总是渺小的，不能改变太多，所以，我们只有选择去适应。有一种勇敢，叫做宽容。教会我去宽容这个不完美的世界，宽容人性众多的弱点和丑陋，宽容的那一刻，会给心灵无比广阔的空间，去容纳所有哀痛和苦楚，去珍惜所有的温暖和爱。当历经生活无数的坎坷和磨难之后，依然能够乐观快乐地生活，这是一种难得的幸福。我想，当幸福这样定义的时候，我是幸福的，虽然我依然会忧郁哀伤。

和老板谈了谈近况，虽然心底里有一种抵触和不安。这个老板来自印度最上层贵族，很挑剔很苛刻，比较虚荣，错误永远都不会是他的只能是我的。有些话虽然没有谈，相信他也能明白我很多无言的抵抗。是的，这个世界有时候很残酷很没有人情味。人生路途中，总会遇到不同的人，不管这些人曾经如何地伤害和影响我，我都会感谢他们曾经让我的心灵历练得更加宽大和强韧，我都会留住心底里那份不死的顽强，不会因为别人的错误而消极地看世界，只会用他们的错误告诫自己将来不要像他们这样做。我依然真诚地把他当作一个长者去尊重，依然会继续完成未完的学业。只是，当有一天我发现自己永远没有尽头的时候，我必须反击，必须不断地强大，来保护自己、来寻找自己可以飞翔的轨道。

阳光继续洋洋洒洒，该好好想想自己该如何往前走了。

送自己一首歌：

Move Along---by The All-American Rejects

Go ahead as you waste your days with thinking

When you fall everyone says

Another day and you've had your fill of sinking

With the life held in your hands are shaking cold

These hands are meant to hold

Speak to me, when all you got to keep is strong

Move along, move along like I know you do

And even when your hope is gone

Move along, move along just to make it through

Move along

Move along

So a day when you've lost yourself completely

Could be a night when your life ends

Such a heart that will lead you to deceiving

All the pain held in your hands are shaking cold

Your hands are mine to hold

Speak to me, when all you got to keep is strong

Move along, move along like I know you do

And even when your hope is gone

Move along, move along just to make it through

Move along

(Go on, go on, go on, go on)

When everything is wrong we move along

(Go on, go on, go on, go on)

When everything is wrong, we move along

Along, along, along

When all you got to keep is strong

Move along, move along like I know you do

And even when your hope is gone

Move along, move along just to make it through

When all you got to keep is strong

Move along, move along like I know you do

And even when your hope is gone

Move along, move along just to make it through

When all you got to keep is strong

Move along, move along like I know you do

And even when your hope is gone

Move along, move along just to make it through

(Move along)

(Go on, go on, go on, go on)

Right back what is wrong

We move along