Ihadagoodsleeplastnight,andwalkedabout30minutesatgymyesterdayafternoon.Myskinlooksgoodtoday.Myearsstillfeelstuffed.[
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1/31/2011
Thismorning,duringthetraining,allofsudden,Istartedthiningaboutdeath.Iamnotterrifiedbytheidea,butjustfeelsad.Iknowbeingnegativeisnothelpful,but,sometimes,lifeistotallyoutofanyshitmeaning.[
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1/31/2011
SometimesIt'sanightmaretohaveamarriagewithadivorcedman,especiallyifheismean.ThehouseisunderhisnameandheisnotcomfortablethatIdonotpaythemortgage.Itoldhimtoaddmynameunderthehouse,thenIcansharethemortgagepayment.Buthedoesnotwanttodothat.Isaid,ok,thenyoujustpayyourmortgage.
Iwaslookingforamarriagewithlove,andIhadnoproblemtoshareeverythinginthemarriage.Hisattitudetotallyblowsawaymydre...[
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1/26/11
ItoldhimIwillnotgototheparty.Notsurewhetherhecanacceptthereason.
http://www.bullock.cn/blogs/caowei/archives/149070.aspx[
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1/12/11
RowsandFlowsofangelhair
Andicecreamcastlesintheair
Andfeathercanyonseverywhere
I'velookedatcloudsthatway
Butnowtheyonlyblockthesun
Theyrainandsnowoneveryone
SomanythingsIwouldhavedone
Butcloudsgotinmyway
I'velookedatcloudsfrombothsidesnow
Fromupanddown,andstillsomehow
It'scloudillusionsIrecall
Ireallydon'tknowcloudsatall
MoonsandJunesandF...[
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12/23/2010
NewYear'sResolution
1.FitinFitness
2.Enjoylifemore
3.Getorganized
4.Learnsomethingnew
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12/22/2010
WhatcanIsay?Wehadbadtimes,andlikemanyothercouples,thosebadtimeswentovergradually.Iunderstandthatwearejusthumanbeingsandweallhaveourgoodandbadsides.Butwhenamanissocheap,itmakesmesick.Why?Isitbecauseheisnotconfidentabouthimself?Whatwastherealreasonofhisdivorce?Doyouthinkthingswillgetbetterastimegoesby?WhatshallIdoifeverythingisaboutthesameafter10years?[
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12/20/2010
Oneofmyco-workershadacaraccidentonthewayhomefromaholidayparty,andshediedinstantly.Shewasabrightperson.Nobodyknowswhat'sgoingtohappentomorrow,sowhynotenjoylifeasmuchaswecan?[
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12/17/2010
Ilikethisarticle-
http://www.bullock.cn/blogs/caowei/archives/146409.aspx
WhatIlikeornotismyownthing,andIdonotneedtoshare.
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12/15/2010
IhadaWerther'sOriginalcandyafterlunch.Hmmmm,thecandygivesmeasweetbreak.
WhenIgotmad,normallyIlockedmyselftothestudyroomforalongtimeandfocusedon"beingangry".Youknow,Iusedtobeveryemotional,andduringthe"beingangry",Iwasthepersonwhogothurtthemost.
Recentlythingshavebeendifferent.Iammoreconcernedaboutmyself,andtendtodorightthings.WhenIdecidetorunoutofthedoorwi...[
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