09/15/2005

I know I hate doing this stuff but also I'm aware that if I can get this done in this weekend, then I can spend all of time preparing for my dream chasing. So no matter how painful it is, it has to be done in this weekend. Othererwise, I will just give up my last dream of my whole life. Because if I can't get this done in this weekend, I won't be able to handle a lot of stuff that I've to do in the future. So sooner or later, I'll lose again and become a premanent loser.