重组风波 (六)

周五电话面谈(继续)

After a (seemingly very long) pause, he spoke in a softened voice: "Ah, that makes sense, now I understand. Behind every resume there is a real person and a long story to be told. "

然后他说了一些例行公事的话,　比如还要面试其他人,　要到６月底才会决定这个位置的人选，　等等．　最后他说:"I'm so glad that you approached me and showed interest in this job. And I appreciate the chance to get to know you better. Regardless of the outcome, I will call you personally to let you know, I promise."

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挂上电话之后，　我呆了几秒钟， 强忍已久的眼泪终于夺眶而出,　一发而不可收拾．
 
我哭了一整天,　直到第二天早晨．
 
１０年了,　除了公司少数几个人事部门的人,　没有人知道我因绿卡而做的挣扎．
 
我太自尊了,　我不愿意和人谈论这个话题．　
 
我哭了,　因为我很愤怒，　他逼迫我到了墙角，　让我不得不说出我认为是私人的东西.　我的骄傲受伤了.
 
但不管怎样，　这一切总算都过去了， 我可以松一口气了.