背后的温暖 （续）

这几天为了准备内科执照考试，每天下班就是图书馆，然后在月光下回家，周而复始，真得挺疲倦了。今天走进图书馆的时候，已经全然没有了刚到这里的新鲜感，身上每个细胞都透着疲惫。

看书前习惯性地察看了email，收到以前医院的秘书大妈的一封信，大妈说，落花，祝你考试好运，别担心，你一定会考好的。给大妈打电话，问道，你怎么知道我什么时候考试阿，大妈说上次你电话里告诉我，我就记在日历上了阿。

如果真的有那种小说里形容的“一股暖流”，我今天是真的感受到了。可惜我再也不能和以前一样笑嘻嘻地冲进秘书大妈的办公室里跟她说谢谢。只能在电话上说谢谢，却根本无法表达那一刻的感动。和大妈聊了一会儿，挂电话之前，大妈说，我们都很想念你，我现在就看着桌上你的照片。那是我们圣诞节一起拍的照片，我打印出来做成贺卡的样子送给大妈。我说我也很想念你。

今天晚上天空异常晴朗，一轮弯弯的明月，悬挂在图书馆的窗边，心情格外宁静。楼下zhaoju MM说，背后的温暖不止他一个人，真的是这样的，没有秘书大妈，没有那几位主治医生，没有和我一起日日夜夜的住院医生，没有爸爸妈妈永远的支持，和这个博克里的朋友们，我在美国走的医学之途，远远不会这样让人感怀。

[纵然平行]

Gee, what did happene to you ? Did something confiscate your mind ? I thought that I’ve pre-warned you politely for not clicking that youtube song link for your own good. Well, resistance seemed futile :).

BTW, I am quite disappointed and amused by your “character assassination”, that is too low in my book. Here is a deal, when you come to NYC, an arrangement can be made for you to give me a physical exam so you are able to verify my gender, height, weight or other vital data to cater your interests. Oh, a small request, as a token to moderate my embarrassment, after you are done, can I be given an opportunity to have an intimate peek at you under the hood, too ? of course, with your consent:).

Enjoy your weekend,

P.S.- Happy birthday, hope you will have a great celebration this year with love ones and fans who adore and care about you, and a happy, cheerful and fertile year ahead.

[落花飘零]

考完了，考完了，谢谢大家！
小泥山，你不知道你还有其他们的朋友的留言，多少次在困难和沮丧中安慰了我。
纵然平行总是这么sentimental，呵呵，有时候真怀疑你是不是个女生，谢谢你的七夕献歌：P
流浪的人群，你是不是该改名叫度假的人群阿，呵呵。谢谢你还赶来看我。

[流浪的人群]

刚刚从夏威夷回到加州，就赶紧来拜访。一个礼拜没来，怅然若失。

我在夏威夷海滩晒太阳，你在深夜苦读。I really feel guilty. Wish you luck!

[纵然平行]

Many things around us behave like two-way lanes, support and encouragement are predominantly among them. A tad those can really last a long way. I can imagine that how many times your spirit and moral have been boosted when someone was there for you, never going stingy on his/her support and understanding as your were down or beaten at a moment. To you , as if they lit a candle at the window at a dark and stormy night - the warm and soft light removed the darkness from the heat of a weary traveler, you. In due respect, you are also a source of comfort and hope to so many as well, on the net or in your day to day life, not mentioning you were often the last one there with your dying pts, offering them a sense of dignity, humanity, consolation and peace at the end of their time. I am a firm believer a old adage “we only live once” so given or take ,let’s be grateful to others and cherish what we had and having, never take granted anything.

Change the subject, today is our Chinese tradition holiday day of 七夕, I’d like to dedicate a old song by Joi Chua to all of us here who are loving someone , being loved or had been loved before. I think that it is time to shrug off these sadness, longing, nostalgia or tears that bother us too long and instead, renew with hope, strength, happiness and cheerfulness :).

Warn: if anyone is prone to be sentimental or emotional, bypass it :).

Here is the link http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=JmNchl1TUW0&NR=1

Have fun!

[小泥山]

It's a pleasure to know that I might be one of the person who gave you warmth along the way :)

To read your blog and get to know you gave me comfort, strength and hope.

Add oil, Dortor MM :))

[mich_eom]

落花加油！祝考试顺利~~ ：）

[落花飘零]

Thank you! :)

[spacespirit]

祝考试顺利！

[stillthere]

祝福顺利！