Therearealwayssomedifficultiesinthemiddleofstudy.Pleasehangonthereandyouwillmakeit.Ihavebeenthinkingabouthavinganotherbabyrecently.Howstupiditis!Wejustdonothavetimetofightlikebefore.Disagreementisstillthere,andneverwillbegone.HeisthepersonthatIcanneverchange,neitherofI.Therefore,focusonmyownbusinessanddowell. [
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Ididn'texpectthatbothofmydiplomahadproblemsatthesametime.Ialwayspayattentiontothecontent,nottheformat.However,becauseofmyslownessandattitude,unexpectedproblemshappened.MaybeIshouldnotblamemyselftoomuch,sinceithasalreadyhappenedandIknowallproblemwillbesolved.Ishouldbecoolinfrontoftroubles.Therearealwayssomethinghappeninginlife.Pleasedon'tletthemdisturbyourstudy.Bemature,becool.Youhavemoreimportantt...[
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Ididnotknowotherbosscaremoneysomuch.Infact,Ididnotknowbosscaresmoneysomuch,becauseIseldomworkeddirectlyforthem.Lessthanonehundreddollarsprintingfeecausedsomuchtroubleanddisturbedmywholedaymood.Iameasytogetangryorupset.Knowwhatyouwant,anddowhatisnecessaryanduseful---mylessonsfromthisprintingtrouble.[
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Sleepisnotgoodrecently.Ihadadreamlasttimeandwokeupinthemiddleofit.HissisterwasfacingdevorceandItoldherthatherhusbandlookeddownherbecauseshewasnotstrongenough.Ididnotexpectmyselfinabadmoodafteranight.IthinkImightprojectmyselfinthedream.Ihavewastedtonsoftimebecauseofrelationshipwithhimforthepasttwoyears.Idon'twanttorepeatthesamemistake.Heisonlyapartnerfornow.Idon'tthinkhelovesme,althoughheisdependon...[
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Suchalittlething.Hewasangryatmycooking.Ididnotsayanythingback,becauseIknowthatwillmakethingsworse.IrealizethatIcontrolmytempersowell infrontofsuchfight,becauseIdon'tcareitasmuchasbefore.Pleaserember,never,neverloseyourself,liveforyourself.Remberitwheneveryouneedtomakeachoiceordecisioninyourlife. [
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Wefoughtagain,likebefore.Itwasstrangethatmyangercalmeddownafterwaitingfortheslowopeningofthiswebpage.Heisnottheconsiderableperson,andneverwillbe.Donottrytochangeanythinghewantstodointhefuture.Takegoodcareofyourself.Beindependent,behappyandbestrong. [
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Imadeacalllastweekendtodecidestayingathomeformydream.Forthepastweek,Ithinkmyprogressisok.Iwillbeworkingmuchharder.Pleasealwaysrembember,youmadethisdecisionbecauseyouarepersuingsomethingthatyouliketodo.Thegoforit,andtakeitrisk,butpleasebepersistent.TheonlyproblemthatIworriedismyspeakingEnglish.Sopleasepractise,practiseandpractise.Iwasinabadmoodtonightaftermakingacalltoanoldfreind.AlthoughIunderst...[
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Irealizedthatgraduationyearsisabigissueforme.Toomanyyearsofresearchhasputmetoahighposition,butnotapracticalposition.Ihavebeencutforonlyonefunction,butImaynotbegoodenoughforit.Iwillbehurryingup,andhopeIcouldachievesomething,atleastIcouldfindmyposition. [
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Ihavebeenwastedtoomuchtime.ThreemonthspastsinceIgraduated,butIprogressedlittle.NowIrealizedthatIamtoolazy.FromnowonIwillkeepwritingthisdairytopushmyselftoworkhard.Nopain,nogain.IhavebeenspoiledandIshouldchangenow.Noexcuse,please. [
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