关于杀戮

It was an accident when I started to write this series. The first episode was inspired from a completely irrelevant motivation that had nothing to do with killing. I didn’t expect the characters I created in my stories would have any impact on me, but I was overly confident, the stories I wrote got back on me, the people I killed in the stories somehow found a way to take revenge on me. Anger and hatred had been piling up little by little, one episode after another, the darkness had never been so clear and the wildest part of my nature had never been so alive since the moment I left it all behind. I started to wonder who was writing who. The stories were about killing not saving, but I wished they could be killed for a reason behind the crime scene, but very often they just died in vain. When that happened, I always felt some guilty and sad as if it were real. The whole writing process was painful and harsh, I tried to speed up but in the middle of it, not just once, I thought of quitting, I wanted to give up. Then it came to laok666’s comment: “it seems you never finished what you started”, he had happened to be right by then, but I would like to keep a promise. I’ll have to give him a lot of credit for that, and not just him, many of you, avivi, from today, oops, buffalo, GA, CO, wind, 谷雨，丽蒲，瓦格，无为，猪肉粉条， and etc., forgive me if I didn’t mention some of the names. You guys have been part of this, thanks a lot for your consistent support and trust. 关于龙龟的儿子小乌 小乌写到第二回的时候，突然卡壳了，一时计无所出。恰逢茶馆风云突变，小黄玉腕轻扬，赶鸭子一般把大家都轰了出去。此变故倒是给了我一个灵感，茶棚一集颇有影射之意。 关于昨天，今天，明天 上班路上听到一句歌词，“you’re the love of my life”， 这三个故事就由此开始。杀戮系列最血腥的是凌迟，最残忍的恐怕是这三个故事，不该让那个小女孩死的。 关于吸血鬼 我的本意只想写一个关于吸血鬼的故事，但laok一句玩笑却让我接着写了第二回“豪宅” ，再次谢过。吸血鬼的故事主要是想表达两件事：事不随人愿和second chance. 关于小羚羊 一百零一集的故事里，只有小羚羊在现实生活中有切实的原型。That’s why nothing happened to her. ：) 不过原型比起小羚羊来就没那么是非分明，但是一样可爱。 关于茶蛋，超车 在下开门大弟子，首徒茶叶蛋给了师父两次很好的灵感，为师不胜感激。 关于白衣人 最后几集，我试图收尾，想要点题。所以白衣人这几回故事情节不多，着重于心理描写。 关于在下 在下丝瓜人(squaren)，又名鸭嘴兽(platypus)，和平主义者，乃地地道道的理科生是也，非小资文青。特此声明，同时再次感谢诸君陪我走完这断杀戮之旅。