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(2010-07-21 20:22:18)
已经在外漂了十年，偶尔想要停下来，却还是没有找到歇脚的地方…十年前的朋友芸曾说：Ella,你是一只没有脚的鸟，会需要一直飞一直飞不停留…十年前听这些，觉得多凄美呀，就算有点悲壮，就为了那个‘美’字，也值了。再也想不到，十年后，当我还在不停飞的时候，最渴望的就是有一个地方可以让我落落脚，靠一靠…昨晚去了一个新的夜间班，同事介绍的，叫‘schoolfor[阅读全文]
(2010-06-12 06:07:54)
很久没来这里了，偶尔进来，看到之前信笔留下的回忆，忽然觉得自己在暴敛天物，放着这么块净土，却不勤力耕耘！
这一年多，付出与收获都是一箩筐。
在失业之初，先是快快买张去美国的机票，姐姐在那里很多年了，可是之前的十年里，我们要么是在机场擦肩而过，要么就是在中国的家里见上几天。所以想着趁着圣诞期间就业市场暗淡之[阅读全文]
这一年多，付出与收获都是一箩筐。
在失业之初，先是快快买张去美国的机票，姐姐在那里很多年了，可是之前的十年里，我们要么是在机场擦肩而过，要么就是在中国的家里见上几天。所以想着趁着圣诞期间就业市场暗淡之[阅读全文]
(2009-03-24 00:13:52)
失业了，离开了那间给我很多感悟的公司，虽然是件期待之中的事情，那一刻，还是有些失落的，毕竟，我不是还没有找好下家嘛。
进这家公司是，我是第5名员工，当时想着可以从头介入一间公司的成长，就很兴致勃勃。我的老板，也是公司的创办人/股东之一，是个有着相当历史和眼光的企业家，唯一的遗憾是英文说的不地道，所以就找到我了--有律师、金融背景，并持[阅读全文]
进这家公司是，我是第5名员工，当时想着可以从头介入一间公司的成长，就很兴致勃勃。我的老板，也是公司的创办人/股东之一，是个有着相当历史和眼光的企业家，唯一的遗憾是英文说的不地道，所以就找到我了--有律师、金融背景，并持[阅读全文]
(2007-11-30 14:56:39)
HomeUnlesswefindourrealhomewehavetogoontraveling,wehavetogoonjourneying.Andthemostsurprisingthingisthattherealhomeisnotfaraway.Wemakemanyhomes,andweneverlookattherealhome.Thehomesthatmakeareallarbitrary;theyaresandcastlesorpalacesmadeofplayingcards:justtoystoplaywith,theyarenotrealhomes,becausedeathdestroysthemall.Thedefinitionoftherealhomeisthatwhichiseternal.OnlyGodiseternal,everythingelseistemp...[阅读全文]
(2007-11-30 14:48:21)
HappinessTherearenooutsidecausesofhappinessorunhappiness;thesethingsarejustexcuses.Byandby,wecometorealizethatitissomethinginsideusthatgoesonchanging,thathasnothingtodowithoutsidecircumstances.Howyoufeelissomethinginsideyou,awheelthatkeepsonmoving.Justwatchit–anditisverybeautiful,becauseinbeingawareofit,somethinghasbeenattained.Nowyouunderstandthatyouarefreefromoutsideexcuses,becausenothinghashap...[阅读全文]
(2007-11-30 14:16:35)
Whenyouseek,thefutureisimportant,thegoalisimportant.Andwhenyoudon’tseek,thepresentmomentisallthereis.Thereisnofuture,soyoucannotpostpone–youcannotsay,“tomorrowIwillbehappy.”Throughtomorrowwedestroytoday;throughthefictitiouswedestroythereal.Soyousay“Okay,ifI’msadtoday,thereisnothingtobeworriedabout–tomorrowIwillbehappy.”Sotodaycanbetolerated,youcanbearit.Butifthereisnotomorrowandnofutureand...[阅读全文]
(2007-11-26 04:22:04)
Justasitcomes,itgoes;youcannotholdontoit,youcannotclingtoit.Thebreezecomeslikeawhisper,itdoesnotmakenoise,itdoesnotmakeproclamations,itcomesverysilently,youcannothearit–suddenly,itisthere.Enjoyitwhileitisthere,andwhenitgoes,letitgo.Bethankfulthatitcame,don’tholdanygrudge,don’tcomplain,whenitgoes,itgoes–nothingcanbedoneaboutit.Butweareallclingers.Whenlovecomes,weareveryhappy,whenitgoes,wearever...[阅读全文]
(2007-11-26 04:11:58)
Therearemomentswhenpeopleshouldbesorelaxed,sowildlyrelaxedthattheydon’thaveanyformalitiestofollow..OnceithappenedthatagreatChineseemperorwenttoseeagreatZenmaster.TheZenmasterwasrollingonthefloorandlaughing,andhisdiscipleswerelaughingtoo–hemusthavetoldajokeorsomething.Theemperorwasembarrassed.Hecouldnotbelievehiseyes,becausethebehaviorwassounmannerly,hecouldnotpreventhimselffromsayingso.Hetoldthe...[阅读全文]
(2007-01-26 16:00:38)
Theworldisanechoingplace.ifwethrowanger,angercomesback;ifwegivelove,lovecomesback.
Loveshouldnotbedemanding;otherwiseitloseswings,itcannotfly.Itbecomesrootedintheearthbecomesveryearthly;thenitislustanditbringsgreatmiseryandgreatsuffering.Loveshouldnotbeconditional,oneshouldnotexpectanythingoutofit.Itshouldbeforitsownsake--notforanyreward,notforanyresult.Ifthereissomemotiveinit,again,yourloveca...[阅读全文]
Loveshouldnotbedemanding;otherwiseitloseswings,itcannotfly.Itbecomesrootedintheearthbecomesveryearthly;thenitislustanditbringsgreatmiseryandgreatsuffering.Loveshouldnotbeconditional,oneshouldnotexpectanythingoutofit.Itshouldbeforitsownsake--notforanyreward,notforanyresult.Ifthereissomemotiveinit,again,yourloveca...[阅读全文]
(2006-10-19 22:53:46)
出国以前的自己，自以为是吃得苦中苦的，可是基本上周边人的评语就是：你这个糖罐里泡大的丫头。听这样的评价一只听到27岁出国，虽然觉得说话的人拼命用温暖的笑容掩盖话中的贬义，可是谁叫我田里的东西就只认识有腿的呢，其他土里冒出的、树上摘下来的，都一概只认识放在盘子里端上桌的样子。当年读大学，八人一个宿舍，因为我的这点无知，被狠狠地嘲笑过。痛[阅读全文]
