Iwaslookingatsomeessayfromotherblogsandjustsurprisinglyfindthattherearesomanypeoplewhocouldwritesuchgoodcomments,essaysetc.Chinsisreallyfullofelites.That'sthereasonblogissopouplarsinceitcomesclosetoourlife,dailylife.differentinformationfromtonsofarticlesmakeyouopenthevision.unfortunatelyhereIcouldonlyinputenglish,nochineseinput,sothenIcouldnotwritethatmuchabouthowIlookatthisworld.whengoingbackhome...[
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Ihavebeenalonemyselfsevralmonthsnow.Lookslikenothingtoomuchchanged.Iamstilldealingwithallkindsofbills,troubles,callsmyself.lifesimplebutbusy,aswellaslongly.ButwheneverseeOlympia'sbeatifulface,thenfeelitisstillfullofliveness.EverytimeIpickupherandknowsheisdoingwellwholeday,thenmyheartreallylikesflowerjustblooming,immediatelygetsohappy.
3950propertyisstillonsale,buthavenotgottenanyoffer.Iamstart...[
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Fromyesterday,Ifoundolympiaincreasetheamountofeating.Itishardtofeedher3ozeverytime.butnowshecouldeasilyfinish3ozandlookfor4oz.Iamsomuchhappytoseesheisdrinkingmoremilk.Iwasconcerenedthatshejustdringtwolesssincethechartsayfrom2-3months,babyusualydrink5-6times,everytimedrink5-6oz,butsheevenhasnotregularlydring4oz,mostoftimeis3oz.Iwastellingdoctoraboutthis,hejuststaredatmeandfinallysaydon'sonlytruston...[
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comingheremostoftimeIamtalkingbadthingshappened.Infact,thisblogisformysweetdaughterOlympia.therearesomanygoodthingsfromher.Igottobehurryup.
Olympiaisastronggirl.shewentoutwithgrandmom,momandbrotherevenjustaftershewasbornaweek.everytimewewenttochicago.thewholefamilyhastogo.ofcourse,thiswholefamilyhasnofathernow.Grandmawastakingherwell,butsheisalsosogoodthatshejustgowithuswithoutdisturbing.whene...[
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finally,Istartedit.Iamgoingtogiveupthisirresposibleman,acheaterandabetrayer.
Idon'tknowwhatwillhappen,butIknowhewillnotbeeasytodealwith.Hewascallingtoaskchildren.butatthesametime,hejustnotpayinganymoneyforthem.heknowthathowharditcanbetosupportsomuchstuff,hejustwanttocontrolthewaythathewant.IamatleasteasythatIstartedthatIcouldnotimagingbefore.thismeansInolongerlovehimanymore.Ireallyfromouttoin,...[
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itispassingsoquickly.timeisacrucialkillertowipeoutwhathappenedinthepast.
TodayistheseconddaythatIcamebacktowork,alsothefirstweekthatIwillhavefulltimeworking.Somanythingshappenedinthelasttwomonths.Idon'twanttotalkandremember,butIhavetowriteherebecauseIknowIwouldchoosetoforgeteverythinginthefuture.thepointiswhenyouchoosetoforget,inthefutureyoustillhavetofaceup,andstarttorecitethingsagain.whocoul...[
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Dec29,2007Ihad35weekscheckup.thistimeittookmuchlongertimetocheck.First,thereisaconnectionforstomachthatcanshowtheheartbeatforbaby.secondly,thevaginwascheckedtomakesurethereisnobacteriathere.Ihavenotgottenthelabresult.Theweightisnearlysameaslasttime,around135pounds.
HefinallycamebackonDec29,2007.Thenitissobusywithpaitingandinstallationforfloors.Heisstillsocoldwithoutanywarmth.lookslikejusthaves...[
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Idon'tknowwhathappendtohimagain.Thistime,fromWednesday,hestartedbecomingveryimpatienagain.Hetoldmehehardlyfindthebuyer,butagainhestillcannotdecidethedate,healsomovedoutsuddenlytothehotel.whenIamaskingthereason,hejustsaidthisorthat,alsoscoldonmethatIamnotcaringabouthim.Hethinkhefinishthebusinessthereisthebiggestthingthatheshowsomethingtothisfamily.
Iamsodisappointedagain.hedidnotsendmoneyback,h...[
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onDec15,Iwentfor33weekscheckup,Iamweighting134Poundsandfeelingbabygrowingbigger.Iamsogladtoseeatleastsheisgrowing,IwishIcouldgiveallmylovetohersinceshewasexperiencingsomuchpaininthewholeprocess.Mysweetdaughter,Ireallyjustwanttopreyforyouthatyouarehealthyandbeatiful.Yourdadydidsomanybadthinksmakeyouandmebothsad,butletthatonlypunishme,notputtingonyou.Godwillblessyouanddalsten.youbotharemyhopeandhapp...[
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Todayisour4thanniverseryday.Inthemorning,hecalledmeandsaidhappyanniversery.Itisnotthatmuchexcitingasbefore.Iwassomuchexpectingsomethingfromhim,whenreallycometothisday.Iamnotthatexcited,norhappy.butontheafternoon,hesentabigcake,flowersandonebagofchocolatetotheoffice.itissobigamazementsincehetoldmehewillnotsendanythingsinceheiscomingverysoon.Idon'tknowitisreallyasurpriseorjustbecauseIcomplainedinthe...[
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