todayIamlisteningthecollectionofsmothjazzbyDaveCozz.oneofthemis"thedance".Ilistentothisbeforebutnotliketoday,socloselyandcarefullylistentoit.Ievenfindthelyricforthissoneasfollowed:--------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------LookingbackonthememoryofThedancewesharedbeneaththestarsaboveForamomentalltheworldwasrightHowcouldIhaveknownyou'deversaygoodbyeAn...[
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Mylittleangelolympiais6monthsnow.ItookhertothecheckuponJuly26,sheisweighting15p4oz,everythingisgood.shehadimmuniation3shotsagain.ItookheretothephotostudioonJuly29,shehadsogorgiouspictureagain.Ihangouthepictureintheapartment,sheissocutethatIcouldnevereverbegladtohave.everydayseeinghermakemehappy.IwishDalstencouldcomebacksoontoenjoywithus.
justpassedhe6monthsbirthday,shahbazcamebackonJuly31.Hewa...[
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Wearesoclosenowandstaytogethereveryday.eventhoughitisnotmyoriginalexpectation,thingsalwaysgoasoutofyourcontrol.Hefirststartnotleavingonmondayashestayhereonweekends.Lateron,hestarttostaytoWednesday.Finally,hestaywholeweekwithme.Hecookedformeeveryday.Islowlygetusedtothislifeandgettingfatter.
Whenclosetoeachother,thedefectisalsoshowingobviously.Heisaggressiveandimpatientsameaspreviousme.Butmainre...[
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Wespentthewholememorialweekendtogetheragain.Thistime,hemadedifferentkindsoffood.wetookpicturesonthosedishes.hemadegrills,hemakenachos,hewassosweetanddidthemassageonmybothfeet.hewassogentalonallovermybody.butwedohavesomedifferenceondealingwiththings.wehadsevralunhappyepisodethatpassedfinally.Heisstubborninsomewayandalwayswanttodothingonhisownway.eventhoughsometimeitisjustsosimpletouseanotherway,but...[
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May24,2008,Olympiahadher4monthscheck,sheweights13P7Oz.Growing1poundand11ozfromlasttime.everydaylookingathercuteface,Iamfeelingallkindofproudnessandlove.HowwonderfuldaughterIgoteventhoughitwasamistakefromhim.ButIknowfrommydeepestheart,mychoiceiscorrect,IchoosedtokeepherandnowIgotallkindsofhappiness.IamjustsoguiltythatIhavenoabilitytogiveallthetimetoherandalsotoDalsten.Howlovelychildrentheyare.Theyn...[
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Idon'tknowifthisisrightthingorfateformeornot.ButagainIfallinlovewithhim,mynewmanJohnagain.IcouldneverimagingthatIcanloveagainwithanothermansosoon.
IknewabouthimthroughYahooPersonal.ItisalsoaccidentialthatIcametoyahoopersonals.Anyway,afterIpostmyprofilejustoneortwodays.Igotsomeresponses.oneofthemiscomingfromhim.heleftthephonenumbertomeandwanttochatwithme.Thisistheonlypersonwhodirectlyleavetheph...[
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Toinsistandholdmyheart,Iwritemydesireherewiththesong"Iswear":
Iseethequestionsinyoureyes
Iknowwhat'sweighingonyourmind
ButyoucanbesureIknowmypart
'CauseI'llstandbesideyouthroughtheyears
You'llonlycrythosehappytears
AndthoughI'llmakemistakes
I'llneverbreakyourheart
Iswear
Bythemoonandstarsinthesky
I'llbethere
Iswear
Liketheshadowthat'sbyyourside
I...[
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todayIreceivedsomecallfromhimagain.Ididnotpickupthecall,IknowIwillneverbeandwantto.Iwillneverexcusehim.Hewasaskinghisdunkindonutscertificate.IfinallysentmessagetohimandtellhimIhavealreadythrownallhisstuff,socannotfindanythinganymore.Infact,Istillhavenotdonethat.Iamplanningtodonateallhisclothestothecharity.butnowIamsodeeplyhurted,forwhathappened.Iboughtmostofclothesforhim.whenlookingatthoseclothes,...[
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Apri13,saturday,Itriedtofeedolympiaapplejuice+watermixturefirsttime.itisabout1oz,halfofjuiceandwater.Iamsohappyandsurprisedtoseeshecandringandlikeit.shefinishedall.onsunday,Ifeedagain,butthistimeIusedbowlwithspoon,notwithbottle(basedonmom'ssuggestion),itissohardforhertoknowhowtosipfromspoon.soshewasgettingimpatientandcriedalittlebit,ofcourseshealsocannotfinishsinceitistoomuchwork.anyway,Iamhappyto...[
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thereceipecanbeusedforbreakfastorafternooncookie.
Integredients:
3BigEggs(normaltemprature)
1solidbarofbutter(makeitmelt)
1Tspvanillaextract
1cupredsugar
3&1/4FlourPowder
1TspImfordPowder
1/2Tspsalt
1cupsweeten&driedcranberry
1sheetofparchmentpaper
Operations:
Ovento350F
1.mixpowdersandsalt,putaside
2.mixbutterandredsugar
3.add1eg...[
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