Thismorningwhendriving,Iheardthissongagainfromtheradio.Evenlistenedthousandsoftimebefore,listeningnowsoundssomuchdifferent.Itisnotappreciationforthemusicanymore,butbecomeabigsigedeepintheheart.somesadnessandsometouchingfeeling.justknowitcouldbesohardtofindapersonwhocoulddoeverythingforyou.Itisjustyourownromaticthinkingandexpectforthat.
Anyway,tomemorizeallthegoodfeelingforthissong,stillwanttop...[阅读全文]
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(2009-08-19 23:40:00)
零晨一点，郝嘉坐在电脑前查看着约会网站的信息，她知道现在是睡觉的时间，不应该再在这里耽误时间，明天早上还有太多的事情在等着她，作为一个有三个小小孩的单身母亲，她没有时间可以耽误。可是今天晚上前夫，确切地说是快要成为前夫的他又扰乱了她的思维，不能停止思考，翻来覆去就是不能入睡，索性起来在网上瞎逛。
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(2009-05-26 10:28:52)
May22,2009,Ifinallyboughtthisminivan.IlikeitfromthefirsttimeIsawhim.heisoldbutstilllooksgood.Idrovethekidstobontanicgardeninthememorialweekend,itwassogreattodrive.Iamhappytowelcomethisnewonetojoinourbigfamily.inthefuture,apparentlyIhavetorelyonhimalot.
thisweekendIalsofinish3bigfixesathome.thepatiodoorhandle,thedoorlockfor2ndbathroomandtheclosetdoor,Msfuisrealyabighelp,sheimmediatelygottheidea...[阅读全文]
thisweekendIalsofinish3bigfixesathome.thepatiodoorhandle,thedoorlockfor2ndbathroomandtheclosetdoor,Msfuisrealyabighelp,sheimmediatelygottheidea...[阅读全文]
(2009-05-11 10:22:29)
afterexperienceallthepainsandstrugglings,Isurviveagain.todayIcomebacktoworkwitheverythingissettleddown.Ijustwanttolistenthissongandsurvivemyself:
Iwillsurvive
我会活下去
(GloriaGaynor)
AtfirstIwasafraidIwaspetrified
起初我很害怕，不知所措
KeptthinkingIcouldneverlivewithoutyoubymyside
一直在想：沒有你在身边，我一定活不下去
ButthenIspentsomanynights
但是后来，我花...[阅读全文]
Iwillsurvive
我会活下去
(GloriaGaynor)
AtfirstIwasafraidIwaspetrified
起初我很害怕，不知所措
KeptthinkingIcouldneverlivewithoutyoubymyside
一直在想：沒有你在身边，我一定活不下去
ButthenIspentsomanynights
但是后来，我花...[阅读全文]
(2009-02-18 14:10:37)
itisnoteasytofindgoodbabysitter.nowafterexperiencealltheprocessofsearchingforbabysitter,igotknowaboutthequalityofbabysitter.Mostofthemjusthavesomeexperienceoftakingcareoftheirchildrenorrelatives.butsincemypaymentisnotthathigh.soIthinkIcannotrequiretoomuch.NowIamtryingtofindsomeonewhocouldtakecareofchildrenaswellasmyselfaftermydelivery.itisevenmuchhardertoget.let'sseewhatwillhappen.[阅读全文]
(2009-02-13 13:09:54)
accidentlyIfoundthissong.thissongisrecommendedbyhimwhenwejustmet.Hereferedsomanysongsthatareromantic,emotionalandloving.Icouldneverimagingfinallywecouldcometotoday'sbadresult.Ifhereallycomeback,justforthebaby,Icanaccepthimagain?orIcouldnotanymorebecauseInolongerfeelloveforhim.
IthinksomanyproblemsIcouldfaceup,butthereisonethingisoutofmybottomline.thatischeating.Shahbazdidabigcheating,heisalsos...[阅读全文]
IthinksomanyproblemsIcouldfaceup,butthereisonethingisoutofmybottomline.thatischeating.Shahbazdidabigcheating,heisalsos...[阅读全文]
(2009-02-06 12:11:15)
babyhasalotofkicks,Idon'tknowifheishappyornot.
Thewholeprocedureofthispreganency,cometonow,itismorethan7months,butnottoomanydaysarepeacefulorrestful.Ifeelsomuchsorryforthebaby.Idolovehim,Ididtrymybesttokeephimcomfortable,butIhavesomanyresponsiblitiesneedtofinish,Ihavetoworkhardtocompletethem.theso-calledfatherdidnothelpanything,onlyknowhowopenthemouthtotalkaboutfuture,butnoactionatall.Ifeelsos...[阅读全文]
Thewholeprocedureofthispreganency,cometonow,itismorethan7months,butnottoomanydaysarepeacefulorrestful.Ifeelsomuchsorryforthebaby.Idolovehim,Ididtrymybesttokeephimcomfortable,butIhavesomanyresponsiblitiesneedtofinish,Ihavetoworkhardtocompletethem.theso-calledfatherdidnothelpanything,onlyknowhowopenthemouthtotalkaboutfuture,butnoactionatall.Ifeelsos...[阅读全文]
(2009-02-03 13:08:08)
Jan30,2009,Itookdalstenandolympiatoneighbor'shome,suddenlyshestartedwalkingherselffromonesidetoanotherside.Iamextremelyexcitedandsurprised.everythingwithoutexpectationcomesnaturally.especiallynowtherearesomanysadthingsgoingon.Ineedsomethingthatisgoodandencouraging.mythislittlegirlreallymakemehappyagain.itissomuchamazingtoseesheiswalkingwithalittleshakingintheroom.herfaceisthismuchcutelikeanangelbr...[阅读全文]
(2008-12-16 12:06:39)
12/13/2008,Ididmylastpreganentutrasound.whyitislast,becauseIknowIwillnotanddonotliketohaveanymorechild.NomatterwhatIthink,anyway,whenIsawthebabyonthescreen,thereis100%feelingofhappinessandproudness.Thisisanotherboy,hehastoaccompanythewholefamily'sbiggestchallengingtime.Iamfacingdivorcing,financialbreakup,nogoodrelationshipwithpartner.evenwhenIjustknowthathavingaboy,Ifeelthetensionoffuture,becausea...[阅读全文]
(2008-09-26 12:50:19)
Sep1,thelaborday,Ididpreganencypapertest.Ididreallygetpreganentagain.Iamshocked,Ineverknowthiswillhappensosoon.alsotherearesomuchfinancialproblemahead.onSep8,Iwenttodoctor,ithasbeen8weeks5days,itisevenmorethan2months.wehadalotofargumentduetothefinancialproblem.butfinallyIdecidedtokeepthebaby.Ijustcannotkillalife.Ididmistake,butIcannotdoitanymore.thisisagiftfromgod.thisisthelasthopeforJohn.Heissomu...[阅读全文]
