Find my road

Who am I ? Where am I ? seems this is always the question to ask, I don't usually think about these questions, but sometimes the reality forced me to think. If I have mis-judged myself ? I am not sure, but seems sometimes I am pursuing something that is out of my reach and screw up my road and my life. So I need to think, take a bit of more time everyday to think, to judge and look at myself just like looking myself in the mirror.I find my wisdom is very limited, sometimes I doubt because there once a lady said to me that she thought I am a man of big wisdom, but seems whenever I obsessing in something, pursuing something out of my reach, I seems completely lost my wisdom. Should I still believe in myself ? I am not sure.I am now turning to Lord to seek big wisdom, I seems cannot trust my human wisdom anymore. I pray my lord to give me big wisdom, to let it guide my life, my future, my career and also my family.I need some breakthrough, both my personal life and my career. I leave them to Lord's hand and to let the Lord guide me. I know he is preparing something for me, I will pray, I will find it out.