I am stressed out now because of my work will be terminated in one month. Last week my manager told me that she was not satisfiedwith my work, and she implied that I should start to look for a new job. I was shocked by this; however, she also mentioned that she could still give me trainging if I need so that I could have more marktable skills to find a new job. She said she would give me one more month from now to look for a new job. I don't know why I didn't argu with her. I felt somehow being greatly insulted by her remarks when she claimed that I could only be capable of doing repetive jobs. I almost burst out tears. I now feel that I should say somthing to defend myself. Although she said she was sorry and it was unfair to me being kicked out of the company by her, since she requested me to pick up new things in a short period of time, I felt she didn't really meant what she said to me. I felt she was so cold and without any compassionate for me.
When I told my husband about the whole thing, he seemed to blame me for failing to do my job. I was angary with him too. I tried to think about the situation over and over again, and still cannot figure out what should i do next. My husband suggested that I should improve my work and to let know her my ability to do a good work so that the manager may change her mind and let me stay my current job longer. In the mean time, he said I need to look for a new job right away. I don't know what to do now. I just felt pretty tired and confused. I know I need the paycheck since my hubby is a stay home person. He cannot work because any kind of job will made him crazy and emontional disdurbed. when he got stressed out from his job, he will hurt all of us in the family
This is the first time that I will be fired by my manager. I have changed job sveral times prior to my current job, and every time I fired my managers first. However, this time my manager fired me. first. Is this a karma? From my past experience, it always takes me average 6 months to get a new job, I have no idea how many months needed for me to get another job now. It appears that I will be foreced to leave my job in one month, I am afraid that I cannot land a job in one month. I have no choice but to work very hard to get a new job. I pray God to hlep me to find my dream job in one month.