一本是 The Personal Librarian by Marie Benedict and Victoria Christopher Murray 写的是 Belle da Costa Greene, 她是 JP Morgen 的 personal librarian。历史上确有其人。 当然这本书是fiction,不是她的自传。 https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Belle_da_Costa_Greene 书中的一点点摘录: “I know this life that I've lived is false at its core And while I yearn for another, I'm afraid because of the world we live in.” “But that's the price, isn't it? Pretending to be someone that you're not . . .When I saw your picture in the New York Times, I was so proud, but I was also profoundly sad. I realize that to pursue one dream, you had to forsake your core identity. Changing a name is easy, changing your soul is impossible." Belle's father to Belle” “I wonder sometimes if the sacrifice I made to have this success is worth it. . . .” https://www.goodreads.com/author/quotes/21831776.Marie_Benedict_and_Victoria_Christopher_Murray 另一本 他们这对夫妻的感情故事网上也有些传说。下面的介绍还是挺中立的。 https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Joy_Davidman 据说这部小说也是从Mr Lewis 的那本A Grief Observed。 不知道为什么,我好像更喜欢第一本。 权且记录下来,以后再听了,或许会有不同的感受。。 |