![幽灵谷中的女人- 知乎](data:image/jpeg;base64,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)
神秘的大杂院(八)可怕的女人
在大杂院里,朝南的正房前有一个花坛,奶奶种的是花。朝北的正房前也有一个花坛,种的是一棵的桂花树,树很小,它为什么没有长大?也许这就是一棵没法长大的桂花树吧。
天井里的青石板,已经被掀掉了一大半,花坛边的青石板没有了,幸好花坛还在。我在北屋往南看的时候,首先看到的是桂花树,正好掩盖着对面那间朝北的正屋,那屋就是殷老师和她妹妹的家。
我们小孩子常常玩“躲猫猫” ,几乎钻进过大院所有人的屋子。大杂院人家,有这样的习惯,只要屋里有人,夏天房门都是开着的,因为太热了,小孩子到处乱窜,也是常事。
我从来没有去过殷老师家,即使窜到她家门口碰见了她,我也会低下头,尽量不看她。她的样子很可怕,即使我们习惯了这种可怕,还是不敢抬头看她,小孩子要是第一次见到,肯定会躲在妈妈的怀里。
殷老师全身几乎没有肌肉,那样的瘦,应该是极限了,就是骨架外面包着一层薄薄的皮肤,粉红色的。她慢慢地走的时候,仿佛是衣服包了骨头架在移动。殷老师脸上的肉也很少了,眼睛突突的。偶尔余光瞟见了她,真见了,倒不怎么害怕了,殷老师的样子其实很安静,很和气。
南方很热也很长,那时住家是没有电风扇的,抗暑只有弄堂里的风,手里的扇子和水井的水。殷老师家的门当然也是开着的,她可以走到门口,但没有力气走过天井,到我们北屋这边来。我们小孩子间流传这样的说法:殷老师得的是怪病,全世界只有2个人得了这种病,其中一个人殷老师,第二个在哪里,我们就不知道了。
殷老师病成这个样子了,没办法再去当老师了,大杂院大人小孩都还叫她殷老师。殷老师是姐姐,云霞是她的妹妹。我六岁的时候,云霞应该是十七八岁了,她没有上学,也没有下放农村,云霞要照顾殷老师。
在大杂院里,年纪和我妈妈相仿的,我叫xx孃嬢,如七妹孃孃,玉梅孃孃。但我不愿意叫云霞为孃孃,云霞看起来还是个中学生的样子,只要是上学的,我都不会叫孃孃,而是直呼她们的名字。我也不能叫她云霞姐,要是叫云霞为姐,那殷老师也是姐了,乱套了,殷老师肯定比我妈妈大。
那正是知识青年下方农村的年代,大杂院的中学毕业生,都去了农村挣工分了。云霞没有下放,被安排到在居委会的蔬菜队种菜。记忆中,云霞没有来大杂院卖过菜,她的职业我却记得牢牢的,因为几年后,云霞出嫁,更准确地说是招郎上门,他们夫妻是很门当户对的。
云霞的头发乌黑乌黑的,眼睛很大,眉毛也很浓,就是李铁梅式的美。常年在蔬菜队做事,又要照顾姐姐,她平日里是少言寡语的。
大约在我小学毕业的那年,云霞结婚了。男大当婚,女大当嫁,只是云霞不能离开姐姐,新郎就住进了我们的大杂院。男方个子高高的,皮肤也很白净,他在篾器社工作,这样的单位虽不是国营的,当时也算是稳定的工作,正经手艺人。我们那里山上都有竹子,破成篾条,可以做箩筐、篮子、斗笠、晒垫,这是都是做农活必须用的。
婚后第二年,云霞的儿子就降生了,取名叫河清。这样,我家对门的南屋,就成了充满人间烟火的4口之家,以及后来的5口之家:殷老师、云霞、河清爸爸、河清和河清弟弟。
殷老师是我离开大杂院以后去世的,没有人再向我提及她的离去,到底是哪年走,我真的不知道。殷老师安安静静地病,安安静静地走,倒是成了人世间悲欢离合中,不那么特别悲的事了。
好几位大杂院的老邻居,却不约而同地很认真地对我说起了云霞后来的事: 87年,海峡两岸刚开始走动,台湾那边就来人寻找这两姐妹,找到后的第一件事,就是给云霞一家建房子,那是一栋别墅带独家小院,80年代末县城顶级豪宅。
殷老师云霞姐妹应该出自民国的一个大家族,姐姐殷老师受过很好的教育,与妹妹年龄相差20岁左右,很可能不是同一母亲所生。病中的殷老师得到妹妹多年的细心照顾,虽重病缠身,也算是病有所依。云霞虽然没有得到正常的学校教育,但她淳朴善良,海峡对岸的亲人没有忘记她,得到很好的福报。
我在大杂院生活10年,从来没有听到“她们是台属”的半点风声。常言道, 大隐隐于市,我想,这不单单是“隐藏”,苦难中,应该有神的祝福。
|