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我困得眼睛几乎睁不开, 老板跟我讲话, 10句我只听到2句半... 我发现, 坚持远距离恋爱需要很好的体力. 每天早晨6点醒来, 正是D的晚上, 我们可以有1个小时左右的时间聊天, 他今天干了什么, 我昨天干了什么, 好象公司的例会, 然后D筋疲力尽的去睡觉, 我还要挣扎着去上班. 今天和另一个办公室的女同事一起吃饭, 她们一看到我, 都说, "Jess, 你最近瘦了诶..." 人家谈恋爱都幸福得体重直线上升, 我这还不到1个月, 减肥效果比去gym都好, 什么事儿啊... Internet确实让这世界变得更近更小, 远隔千里也可以听到彼此的声音, 看到彼此的笑容, 只是, you cant touch and feel the warmth, its sad and cruel when my fingertips crossing the screen and trying to touch his smiling face. Dont know how long I can keep doing this, we had a talk about this matter, confirmed the relationship again, but had nothing to do with the distance... 我记得Sex and the city里有一集, Sam对Richard说, "Richard, I love you, but I love myself more." 然后很潇洒的摘下钻戒, 转身出门. I love that scene, actually I dont mind making efforts in a relationship, but there is a limit line before losing myself, hopefully we would be able to figure out a way to solve all problems before it hitting my limit.
工作永远让人头疼, I even dont wanna talk about it. I am supposed to go out with Miho tonight, but I am already exhausted now, might fall asleep in the bar later, lol.
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