I am not stupid nor blind, I know how you feel. What you feel towards me I feel the same towards you. When the court announced today the lunch plan for tomorrow I was soooo sad. You know why I came back yesterday? I want to give you a real hug, when I don't have to carry my laptop and handbag, or strapped in my seat belt. I want to be held by you too, I don't want you to put yourself together.