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活到一把年纪,始终改不掉的坏习惯很多,最放任自流,不想改的习惯是“看小说”---管它著名不著名,好看就行。我眼里的好看,是一下子就抓住我的眼球的。有些小说先松后紧,绵里藏针,后发制人又博大精深,惭愧,我这样性急又囫囵吞枣的,一定是miss掉了。
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当精华尚未显现,黎明前最黑暗的时候,我早已逃之夭夭。后面的"花重锦官城”注定与我失之交臂。所以,看了多年的小说,在行家的眼里,始终是“低层次的修行”。
妈妈家有一个邻居姓马,人高腿长,人送外号“马大嘴”---他嘴是不小,但外号的意思是“能吹”。马大嘴曾在当时南京唯一的一份文学刊物《雨花》上发表过一个短篇,俨然已是我们这条街上的“秀才”。我开始看小说时,他问我“知道《肖尔布拉克》吗?”,我摇头。又问“知道《肖申克的救赎》吗”,我不由低下头去。他“呲的一声笑”,不再问我什么。
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那时小金叔叔和我小姨开始谈恋爱,献宝似的搞来一本《书剑恩仇录》,在我家轮了好几遍才轮到我。后来金庸之名风靡一时,我才知道原来这本书是他写的。八十年代初,我姨们舅们正当年,饥渴和仰慕使得他们四处寻觅。我跟在后边读到的东西,繁杂如书摊。曾在《啄木鸟》上读到王朔的第一篇小说《一半是火焰,一半是海水》,曾在《今古传奇》上读过《藏龙卧虎》,打着手电读柯云路的《新星》。当我读它们时,并不知道它们日后会流行。那些破旧的杂志,传到我手上时,已松软如泥。于我,却是如获至宝。它们像打开了一扇狭小的窗,我看到外面的世界,和我的生活是如此的迥异。
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我的心智只能让当时的我得出两个字的评价----好看。这些小说,好看。琼瑶开始风卷残云时,我却置身事外了。一向以“低层次”嬉笑我的马大嘴,很是奇怪。其实我最早在《新民晚报》看过她的连载小说,那应该是大陆第一次引进她的文字。不知为什么,她写的“爱情故事”完全不能打动我。就像今天迷住无数人的“韩剧”里的所谓爱情,与我,简直就是对牛弹琴。
某种说不清的缘分,会让你喜欢接近一些东西,自然而然的又会避开一些什么。
马大嘴评价我“低层次”,几乎可以说是近三十年前的事了。二十多岁以后,我基本上不看任何小说了。除了米兰昆德拉的那一系列----如今我稍稍有印象的只是那本《生活在别处》。当我们自己的生活变得扑朔迷离,变幻莫测,当痛苦和欢乐一起携手来过,当“爱情”的注脚和定义,由我们自己诠释了一遍后,生活就是小说了。 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真是没想到四十多岁以后,我又会趴到网上去搜罗小说来看,而且一头栽进去出不来。我看了布衣褀的《我的七年谁的痒》,非常不错的一个短篇。又看了自由行走的《第三种爱情》以及续篇。这些写手们大都三十多岁。在我被马大嘴定义为“低层次”读者的时候,他们刚刚呱呱坠地。如今,我在网上追着他们的文字,特别是哪个所谓的“自由行走”,非常合我的胃口,她几个小说一起写,每个都没有结束,读到一半就没了。让人气结。
想尽办法到处去搜。最后,自己也放弃了。想起乌鸦般的马大嘴的话,不禁垂头丧气。
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网络给生活本身带来的变化,是我始料未及的。而我竟然也随之变化了。不是吗,曾几何时,我们所留念的书香墨影,四壁字画,如今一台电脑就搞定了。而我这个一向守旧的人,固然是腰酸背痛,却也乐此不疲的趴在电脑面前,日日都离不开它。
而且,看了人家字字玑珠的方块字,淋漓酣畅的表达自己的意思。我突然发窘,越发的失了自己码字的兴致。
马大嘴,你这个乌鸦嘴。当日,你若是能说一句鼓励的话,如今,说不定我也不至于还倒追着别人的文字看。
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