老了,喜歡想從前。想回去?想生活再來一遍?想幹什麽?不想幹啥。掐一下自己,疼。早年酷愛讀能找到的小説的勁頭,居然都已經是五十多年前的勁頭了。那時侯勁頭實在是太足了,爲啥不給老了留點? 《紅岩》是我認真讀過的一本小説。江姐,成崗,劉思揚,許雲峰,徐鵬飛,甫志高都留給我很深的印象。那時侯讀小説,基本上就是不撒手,就像《葉公好龍》,一本長篇小説,差不多兩三天就讀完了。在讀小說的那段時間裏,小腦子裏幾乎都是書裏的人物。 《紅岩》的作者叫羅廣斌 ![渣滓洞他能忍400多天文革他仅坚持6天就自杀- 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還有一個姓楊的作者。羅是四川人,一九二四年生。喜歡革命,喜歡共產黨。一九四八年被捕,真在渣滓洞和白宮舘裏呆過400多天。命大,活出了監獄,活進了新中國。 在萬惡的舊社會,羅廣斌有一哥是國民黨的將軍,叫羅廣文,是國軍十八軍的軍長。按説羅廣斌長得不錯,魁梧不魁梧看不出來。跟哥混弄個團長營長儅儅應該不成問題,但是羅廣斌不,鐵心跟共產黨混。 中國人生就是一個混,跟誰混,非思量。混得好榮華富貴;混得不好皮肉受苦。羅廣斌是個冤大頭,半長人生混了個兩頭苦。在國民黨時段,坐監獄、受盡苦。在共產黨的天下裏被批鬥、被人抽。在國民黨的監獄裏還算是條漢子,到了共產黨的隔離時光,反倒受不了。關了幾天就自我了斷了,自絕于人民自絕于黨,”腦漿飛出好遠“。死的時候才四十三嵗。是我知道的新中國作家裏死的最壯烈的。勇敢。 有時我想,愛儅作家的人,多是敏感深思之人,對人生比普通人理解得深。新中國以後大多數都熱愛文藝中年耄元首。大概誰也沒有想到,在耄抽大風、閙文革的時候死於非命。就像老捨在太平湖邊想了一天的問題:耄呀耄,你爲啥要把人弄得像熱鍋上的螞蟻? 5、31、2022 |