i threw some tantrum tonight. yes i did. i even yelled at the automatic AI voice response system. when i was asked (by the "voice") that whether i wanted to call from another phone, i was so pissed i yelled NO even though i was perfectly aware that the "voice" couldnt care left or right.

this is sooooooo frigging hard.

i miss phantoms. i feel restless about now. what the heck am i going to DO????