If I didn't care more than words can say
If I didn't care would I feel this way?
If this isn't love then why do I thrill?
And what makes my head go 'round and 'round
While my heart stands still?
If I didn't care would it be the same?
Would my ev'ry prayer begin and end with just your name?
And would I be sure that this is love beyond compare?
Would all this be true if I didn't care for you?
If I didn't care would it be the same?
Would my ev'ry prayer begin and end with just your name?
And would I be sure that this is love beyond compare?
Would all this be true if I didn't care for you?
这个电影是很偶然看的。那天下午休息，在电影院徘徊了一会儿，卖票的男生说，看这个吧，很不错的。我看完以后出来，在他那里买了这部电影的soundtrack，他笑笑说，看来你很喜欢阿。
确实很喜欢，以前也写过。这首歌总是不时地响起在我耳边。里面那个美丽的女主角，来自美国一个小镇，她最大的梦想就是成为一个名演员，她把自己的名字改成法国味十足的艺名，周旋在酒吧老板，电影公司少爷之间，期望得到一夜成名的角色。但是只有一个男人，那个坐在钢琴后的琴手，知道她真实的名字而仍然爱她，知道她灵魂深处的爱和悲伤。女主角不愿意放弃人生浮华，以为自己找到了真正的幸福，但是在那首If i didn't care的伴奏响起的时候，在他深情地注视下，才痛觉自己失去的是什么。看到这段的时候，女主角的挣扎，醒悟却又无力改变的痛苦，一点点一丝丝的融入在歌声里，让人不禁落泪。
这个世界，真是很滑稽的，功成名就能够为女人实现梦想的，往往不能成为soul mate，能够和那个女人卸尽铅华互相厮守的，却又往往无力为她撑出一片天空。 |
