没忘记今天是个很特殊的日子，也没想到要说点什么。

临下班，突然同一办公室的两个同事谈到七年前的这个日子，说他们还清楚地记得当时自己在那里，当时的感受及一切。然后，开始你一言我一语地回议起当天。

我一直听着，没出一声，我以为还清楚地记得那天发生的一切、一切。回来，打开当天的日记，才发现我记得的不过是那个上午发生的悲剧，其实已经忘了那天下午所有的小女子情怀了。

那真应该说是件好事。

Sept. 11, 2001

This morning, at the lab of Concordia, after I replying all emails that I actually had looked last night, I went to Sina BBS, and was confused then surprised by what I saw that moment. Sina Traveling BBS had become a News BBS, full with the updates and discussion about that attack in the US.

I was shocked indeed. While I was reading, my legs and hands was turning colder and colder, my heart was getting tighter and tighter, and my mind was flying further and further from my body – Really unbelievable; really terrible; and really unacceptable – How come it happened? How come it just looked like images in a movie? How come a huge building disappeared that fast and completely? How come human being’s life is so friable and uncontrollable? … BUT, all those are very real, my God.

I was shocked so that I did like to talk with someone about it. Rushed back home and turned on TV, in the meantime, waited time pass to the point that he might be in the office.  When I called, I reached him right away. I don’t know why, but it did let me have a sense of safety when I heard his cheerful voice at the first second. In fact, I even have not realized that until this moment I am writing.
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