Finally got the medical certificate, its much easier than I thought, should have gone for it earlier. Not sure whether I am really depressed, or just acting too damn good, LOL. After 10 mins talk, the doc had the conclusion, -- suggest one month away from work, that is exactly what I want, no no... not really, all I want is the bonus which paid in Dec, after receiving that money, SCREW THEM! I would never go back to this shitty place.

I am not sure what I gonna do, will see. Maybe the answer is in the journey, and leads me to the real destination. I am a bit scared, but I like the excitement.

Last sat, halloween night, went to 2 parties, which were alright. Its very warm night, lots of people going out, almost every club was packed, so people just drinking outside on streets, which was fun. My costume is a bit way too short, but somehow people like it. I was together with Yumi who in nurse costume, lots of people wanna take pics with us, we should have charged them, the money might be able to cover the whole night drinks, LOL. Mariko was the devil girl, very hot, that outfit so right for her. The first party organized by Mariko and Sachie, we kinda late, and its really crowded, could hardly breathe inside. So after 2 drinks and watching the pole dance show, we left for the 2nd party. The 2nd one was alright, full of weird people, well, actually weird people everywhere that night. And one more drink in A971, then trying to find a club for dance, didnt succeed. Met a few guys in the 4th club, went together for shisha, relaxing a bit, then the last club until the first train in the morning. 2 guys in that group were desperately talking to any girl they met on streets, dont know if they ever succeeded, boys, LOL.

After such an exhausting night, I went back home alone, not interested in picking up any guy, weird, just simply felt sick of all those familiar scenes, and wanted to get away as soon as possible. On my way home, repeatedly listening to the same song, -- 曾经的你, by 许魏, not very sure about what i was thinking of. I wasnt drunk at all, not even close, maybe I should have drunk more, could think less and be happier. Slept for a whole day on Sun, then checking flight tickets online for my Aus trip. I am going to Aus in Dec, plan to stay for 1 month in Melb, maybe 1 week up to Cairns, maybe other places too, depends on my budget. Dont know what I really wanna do, for now, just wanna get away, whatever, I will think again later. Will go to gym after work, seems its the only thing I am interested in recently, getting very fit, I like it. Mom doesnt like that, I am going to Aus for nothing instead of going home, she doesnt understand my situation, when she was my age, she had been married and working for the same company for long, and her little girl, me, already 3 or 4 years old, being put into the kindergarten for whole weeks, back home only on sundays. No any confusion or lost feelings for her at the moment, I assume, lucky her. Dont know what I would find in Aus, its good if I dont expect anything, we will see. 



Yumi, the sweet nurse, me, sailor girl, Mariko, the hot devil.