P124 Later she will realize he never allowed himself to beholden to her, or her to him.She will stare at the world in a novel, lift it off the book and carry it to a dictionary, beholden ,to be under obligation.
kiss me, it’s your mouth. I am most purely in love with your teeth....My father told me once that Caravaggio was a man always in love. Not just in love but always sinking within it. Always confused, always happy. Do you hear me? I am so happy with you to be with you like this.