已经过了5天，好像5周一样长。

3/19，被人事找去谈话，关于我的出勤问题，他们已经和我的leader谈过，那个王八蛋狠狠的在背后捅了我一刀。形势对我极端不利，与其等他们找个借口把我开了，不如我主动出击，于是，我说，“老娘不干了！” 我已经幻想这一天无数次，终于成为现实，只是比我计划的提前了一些。最后，我和人事谈妥的条件是，既然已经撕破脸皮，继续这个月也没什么意义，我今天就辞，他们给我3个月的薪水做补偿。 

回到办公室收拾东西，我一直想把显示器砸到Leader的头上，但最终忍住没有做。第一个电话是打给david的，因为答应他下班后一起喝咖啡，现在我有很多时间了，他听到我的消息，先是一愣，然后说，“great! I got new jobs for you”。第二个电话打给轶，她的反应也差不多，先是吃惊，然后连声恭喜，看来大家都知道我极度讨厌这份工作。我的情绪从最初的愤怒，彻底转变为解脱后的轻松，甚至有些开心。我现在有钱又有时间，这不是我一直梦寐以求的生活吗？一定要好好享受一下。

和david一起喝咖啡，然后又去酒吧喝酒，他让我把resume给他，his friends have a few offers, I appreciated that.

3/20，睡到中午起来，真是舒服。下午收拾了一下房间，看了个下载的电影，然后开始梳妆打扮，晚上有一个party，arranged by David's friend, and he asked me to go with him. 穿着新买的dress，我神采飞扬的出门。

Party在六本木一家lounge, David的朋友Carlo主办的，Carlo很健谈，听David说，Carlo是地产商，最近在卖南太平洋的小岛上的地，开发成度假区什么的。其他大部分客人都是recruiters，而且都是外国人，东京是个很大的城市，但是对于外国人来讲，特别是不能讲日语的外国人，the community is not that big. And according to their jobs, they belong to the certain community, like in Heartland, most guys are bankers, and here in this party, most are recruiters, everybody knows everybody somehow, its very interesting. My new dress is quite much expensive, and looks fabulous on me, so I got a lot attention, and happened to know a few people, thats what the party for, right? 偶然认识一个日本女生，竟然和我出身同一所大学，而且是同年级，她是归国子女，在美国长大，和日本人相处得不融洽，我们倒是一见如故，约好日后一起出去。By the way, her name is Rina, and she said that David and I made a cute couple, I was laughing when I heard that, and David just smiled.

Well, David has been very nice to me, but we are not couple, its just not the right timing for both. We both in deep troubles somehow now, I wanna be able to take care of myself before I start a relationship and share my life with somebody else, now I have something more important to handle, can hardly focus on a relationship. 我们的关系更像是难兄难弟，可以无所不谈的朋友，这样很好，不需要任何变动。

Party结束后，我和David一起去池袋吃担担面，那里有一家我们都喜欢的店，我最近的食欲好得出奇，时时刻刻有胃口。我和David盛装坐在那个小面店里，很是有趣，担担面好吃得不得了，我又加了个鸡蛋和一盘饺子，顾不得形象，狼吞虎咽。很开心的夜晚，有好玩的Party，又有喜欢的担担面，还有谈得来的朋友在身边。

3/21，和轶闲逛，聊天。

3/22，23，在家写resume，真是好像便秘一样，要多难写有多难写。我硬是把1页的内容给扩充成3页，英文的还好，用一些比较长比较拽的词就可以，日文的真是伤透脑筋。终于在周五傍晚写完了，给各个recruiting company都发了一份，也给了David一份，他说看起来不错，不过他不是做IT recruiting的，且不懂日文，他的不错只能说明我的英文resume里没有拼错的单词。下周开始继续见recuiters，然后让他们安排面试，大概就是这样。

这样每天悠闲的生活实在是太美了，如果不用担心钱，我真的想这么一直闲下去。这是我有史以来第一次彻底的闲下来，不用上学，不用上班。从小到大都是被推着走，at the certain age, I supposed to do the certain thing, after high school, I supposed to go to univ, so I did, then after school, its time to get a job, I did that too, now I am taking a break, let all those supposed-to-do shit stop, how awesome! I am still trying to figure out what I really wanna do, you know, the kinda direction of life, and George told me to get married with a rich guy, then I can keep this kinda lifestyle for the rest of my life. I was thinking abt that for a while, but honestly, its much tougher to find a husband than a job, well, if you dont like a job, you can always quit, and find another one, its not that cool to keep changing husbands, I suppose.

And I am seriously thinking to cut Mario off, I mean this few days, I havent thought abt him for a moment, not even tried to contact him. See, when something big happened in my life, he is not the first one that crosses my mind to tell or share things, he just not the right one. Well, in one week, I got totally relieved mentally and emotionally, WOW!

Anyway, lets see what happen next, this journey is getting more and more fun, LOL.