feeling bored is dangerous

because shit happens.

so i always try to keep myself busy. making to-do list. fantasize about dream vacations. pondering on my imaginary offspring.

all in all, i refrain from brushing upon strangers.

believe me, this is not called self-discipline. this is pure self preservation. so that shit does not happen.

something at work kinda annoys me lately. not hugely, but still antsy.

i dont particularly buy into the glass ceiling theory. only losers pass up talents for the color of skin or symbol of gender.

but i guess i grossly underestimate the power of subconscious prejudices. this makes me sad and most sadly subdued.

maybe i shouldnt give it a damn to begin with.

and this explains why i feel bored in the first place - i lost my mojo.